Hmm.
Somewhere in my tiny white ovaries is a little Octavia.
Hello little person.
How odd to think that I am carrying you around right now.
:o
Josiah translation:
Hmm.
Somewhere inside my ovaries is an undeveloped egg that will someday be one half of a child of mine, perhaps, and here I am saying hello to it because I'm silly like that. And the name Octavia just sounds nice. Comments like this stem from the fact that I have a curiosity as yet unvoiced to you that I'm going to end up having children anyway, regardless of how much I don't want them or how many crazy hormone swings I go through.
How weird that I've had you inside of me this entire time and yet never noticed till now. I'm musing on this aspect of the fact, as I find it interesting and never considered this. In fact, I've had her inside of me since before I was fully developed myself, and so on and so forth with all of the mothers and daughters.
:o
2.14.2006
2.04.2006
Everyday brings change
And the world puts on a new face
Sudden things rearrange
And this whole world seems like a new place
The curve of her thigh met the skirt she was wearing like a sin that makes your mouth water. Each step make the back of it hug her ass and lifted up, just enough, just ever so slightly as to let me see that she wasn't wearing any underwear.
Secretly I been tailing you
Like a fox that preys on a rabbit
Oh God, it makes me ache to watch her move like this. The water on the streets from the night rain was making a sparkling pathway for her alongside the storefronts and elaborate entryways of so many apartment buildings.
Had to get you and so I knew
I had to learn your ways and habits
I already knew where she was going, but I liked watching her movement, the steps she took and the way she held her purse.
You were the catch that I was after
I looked up and I was in your arms
And I knew that I was captured
I want to get back into this. I want to be the stalker.
What's this whole world coming to
Things just ain't the same
And the world puts on a new face
Sudden things rearrange
And this whole world seems like a new place
The curve of her thigh met the skirt she was wearing like a sin that makes your mouth water. Each step make the back of it hug her ass and lifted up, just enough, just ever so slightly as to let me see that she wasn't wearing any underwear.
Secretly I been tailing you
Like a fox that preys on a rabbit
Oh God, it makes me ache to watch her move like this. The water on the streets from the night rain was making a sparkling pathway for her alongside the storefronts and elaborate entryways of so many apartment buildings.
Had to get you and so I knew
I had to learn your ways and habits
I already knew where she was going, but I liked watching her movement, the steps she took and the way she held her purse.
You were the catch that I was after
I looked up and I was in your arms
And I knew that I was captured
I want to get back into this. I want to be the stalker.
What's this whole world coming to
Things just ain't the same
2.02.2006
I have rekindled my love of social experimentation and my utter disgust with the human race as an existing entity in general. You can thank Ash for the inspiration.
Suppose I wanted to flip Natalie's world upside-down. Or I just wanted to play with her a bit, whatever. See what happens when the bleeding fish is put in the same small space as a shark. Push push pushing her. She'll come round. She wants in on the business thing, at any rate, and who am I to deny people the right to make copious amounts of money doing something I could do blindfolded and missing both arms?
Sorry this is a shitty post, but I'm sitting naked on the floor of my bathroom and I'm very tired and I have a toasty hot Josiah waiting for me in bed to snuggle with. Go do something productive, for fuck's sake!
Oh, and the money thing's been somewhat resolved. More on that later.
Suppose I wanted to flip Natalie's world upside-down. Or I just wanted to play with her a bit, whatever. See what happens when the bleeding fish is put in the same small space as a shark. Push push pushing her. She'll come round. She wants in on the business thing, at any rate, and who am I to deny people the right to make copious amounts of money doing something I could do blindfolded and missing both arms?
Sorry this is a shitty post, but I'm sitting naked on the floor of my bathroom and I'm very tired and I have a toasty hot Josiah waiting for me in bed to snuggle with. Go do something productive, for fuck's sake!
Oh, and the money thing's been somewhat resolved. More on that later.
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