"Honey, I'm just popping out for a smoke."
"Ok babe."
*SEVEN HOURS PASS*
*Boyfriend returns, half-dressed with lipstick all over his penis*
"WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN!?"
"I.. I ran into a doorknob."
"Oh you poor thing."
8.29.2003
i can't seem to remember
if you were kinder, did you even care
about my peace of mind?
i find that in the end you're just a big old...
i can't seem to recall why
you keep on laughing at your stupid jokes
they're a waste of your time
cause i find that in the end you're just a big old bore
and i never wanted more than just a little fun
i don't wanna behave
i don't wanna behave
i don't wanna behave
and i don't wanna live up to your standards
i can't seem to believe how
your little obsession has you by the throat
and has you running blind
i find that in the end you're just a big old...
i can't seem to believe how
you keep on clutching with all your might
to your nickles and dimes
i find that in the end you're just a big old bore
and i never wanted more than just a little fun
i don't wanna behave
i don't wanna behave
i don't wanna behave
and i don't wanna live up to your standards
i'd always thought that we had the same goals
but now i know what you're after
you'll do anything to get what you want
and there's nothing that i wouldn't put past you
it's pathetic to see how uptight you can be
when things don't all go your way
i can't seem to remember
when you first began to start this shit
and tried to mess with my mind
i find that in the end you're just a big old...
i can't seem to recall why
years have gone by and you're still the same
you stay trailing behind
and i find that in the end you know you're a big old bore
who wished that she'd had more than just a little fun
i don't wanna behave
i don't wanna behave
i don't wanna behave
and i don't wanna live up to your standards
I think that cover bands shouldn't come into the music scene with the impression that anyone will think of them as anything BUT a cover band. Like Yellowcard. They built a strong foundation with covers, and then started making their own music. Like anyone would care, or even like it, and instead request that they continue covering pop songs and add their little sickly spice of pre-cut regurgitated bubble gum punk. And it's not even punk, it's punk rawk. PUNK FUCKING RAWK. And what kind of name is Yellowcard for a real band anyway?
In summary, I hate Yellowcard.
if you were kinder, did you even care
about my peace of mind?
i find that in the end you're just a big old...
i can't seem to recall why
you keep on laughing at your stupid jokes
they're a waste of your time
cause i find that in the end you're just a big old bore
and i never wanted more than just a little fun
i don't wanna behave
i don't wanna behave
i don't wanna behave
and i don't wanna live up to your standards
i can't seem to believe how
your little obsession has you by the throat
and has you running blind
i find that in the end you're just a big old...
i can't seem to believe how
you keep on clutching with all your might
to your nickles and dimes
i find that in the end you're just a big old bore
and i never wanted more than just a little fun
i don't wanna behave
i don't wanna behave
i don't wanna behave
and i don't wanna live up to your standards
i'd always thought that we had the same goals
but now i know what you're after
you'll do anything to get what you want
and there's nothing that i wouldn't put past you
it's pathetic to see how uptight you can be
when things don't all go your way
i can't seem to remember
when you first began to start this shit
and tried to mess with my mind
i find that in the end you're just a big old...
i can't seem to recall why
years have gone by and you're still the same
you stay trailing behind
and i find that in the end you know you're a big old bore
who wished that she'd had more than just a little fun
i don't wanna behave
i don't wanna behave
i don't wanna behave
and i don't wanna live up to your standards
I think that cover bands shouldn't come into the music scene with the impression that anyone will think of them as anything BUT a cover band. Like Yellowcard. They built a strong foundation with covers, and then started making their own music. Like anyone would care, or even like it, and instead request that they continue covering pop songs and add their little sickly spice of pre-cut regurgitated bubble gum punk. And it's not even punk, it's punk rawk. PUNK FUCKING RAWK. And what kind of name is Yellowcard for a real band anyway?
In summary, I hate Yellowcard.
8.28.2003
[ x ] wallet: It's a Vans one. >.> And it's blue and gray with yellow accents.
[ x ] hairbrush: Don't own one/use one. Not for brushing my hair at any rate. :D
[ x ] toothbrush:
[ x ] pillow cover: the purple ones that match my bedset.
[ x ] blanket: my german blanket(s)
[ x ] coffee cup: hotpink & orange vintage cup. i love my dish collection.
[ x ] underwear: uhh, i tend not to wear undies when i wear my pajamas, and i've had pjs on all day. however, the pineapple ones i bought with sarah are my faves.
[ x ] shoes: i'm barefoot. my red clogs from sweden are my faves though :) or my cheap converse look alikes.
[ x ] handbag: ehh, i don't actually *use* bags, i just collect them, with the idea someday they'll be used. i recently bought this from the wonderful skye. :D
[ x ] tattoos: no, but i'm flirting with the idea of a henna/sepia colored butterfly somewhere.
[ x ] makeup: not today, cause makeup is only useful for outings and when you see people. usually just black mascara, a swipe of coverup, and lipbalm.
[ x ] in my mouth: CHIBI TAISA! :D
[ x ] in my head: Omg best college classes evar.
[ x ] wishing: That I could live with Josiah. And that this song (Bittersweet Symphony) never ended.
[ x ] after this: I will edit Misdirection one last time and e-mail it to my twin.
[ x ] talking to: Josiah.
[ x ] eating: Nothing! :D Perhaps some cereal later or whatever.
[ x ] fetishes: Bondage, biting, masochism, submission. Josiah, in a word.
[ x ] if you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason: Everyone that's ever turned my work down for publication.
[ x ] person you wish you could see right now: JOSIAH. >:O
[ x ] next to you: My art book.
[ x ] something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month: College, admittedly. Seeing Eddie Izzard. Going to California and Mexico. Meeting Lael. So on.
[ x ] something that you are deathly afraid of: Nothing deathly... Just a few things that I'm scared of on some lighter levels.
[ x ] do you like candles: My wall can testify to that. <.< *scrapes uselessly at wax*
[ x ] do you like hot wax: Yes.
[ x ] do you like incense: Nag champtha only. But I'm sure everyone says that.
[ x ] do you like the taste of blood: Yes.
[ x ] do you believe in love: If you're asking if I think it exists, then yes.
[ x ] do you believe in soul mates: To believe in soul mates, one would have to believe in souls.
[ x ] do you believe in love at first sight: Dear gods, no.
[ x ] do you believe in heaven: No.
[ x ] do you believe in forgiveness: Yes. Do I practice it? Rarely.
[ x ] do you believe in god: No.
[ x ] what do you want done with your body when you die: I will never die. Should the event come around, I want to be made into fireworks (Josiah knows the kind) and shot into the night sky on a Friday the 13th.
[ x ] who is your worst enemy: All of my enemies are dead.
[ x ] if you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be: Kittah.
[ x ] what is the latest you've ever stayed up: I've stayed up for 50 hours at least. Never really kept track. Sleep comes when it does.
[ x ] ever been to belgium: No. But I'd like to, sure.
[ x ] can you eat withchopsticks hashi: I've been complimented by native Japanese. Speaks for itself.
[ x ] what's your favorite coin: I don't know, I haven't seen enough to say, really.
[ x ] what are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to: Boston, Rome, Athens, Nice, Josiah's Pants.
[ x ] anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time: Aya.
[ x ] what's one thing that you wish could happen tomorrow: Snugglies. AND IT WILL HAPPEN OR I WILL KILL YOU ALL.
[ x ] hairbrush: Don't own one/use one. Not for brushing my hair at any rate. :D
[ x ] toothbrush:
[ x ] pillow cover: the purple ones that match my bedset.
[ x ] blanket: my german blanket(s)
[ x ] coffee cup: hotpink & orange vintage cup. i love my dish collection.
[ x ] underwear: uhh, i tend not to wear undies when i wear my pajamas, and i've had pjs on all day. however, the pineapple ones i bought with sarah are my faves.
[ x ] shoes: i'm barefoot. my red clogs from sweden are my faves though :) or my cheap converse look alikes.
[ x ] handbag: ehh, i don't actually *use* bags, i just collect them, with the idea someday they'll be used. i recently bought this from the wonderful skye. :D
[ x ] tattoos: no, but i'm flirting with the idea of a henna/sepia colored butterfly somewhere.
[ x ] makeup: not today, cause makeup is only useful for outings and when you see people. usually just black mascara, a swipe of coverup, and lipbalm.
[ x ] in my mouth: CHIBI TAISA! :D
[ x ] in my head: Omg best college classes evar.
[ x ] wishing: That I could live with Josiah. And that this song (Bittersweet Symphony) never ended.
[ x ] after this: I will edit Misdirection one last time and e-mail it to my twin.
[ x ] talking to: Josiah.
[ x ] eating: Nothing! :D Perhaps some cereal later or whatever.
[ x ] fetishes: Bondage, biting, masochism, submission. Josiah, in a word.
[ x ] if you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason: Everyone that's ever turned my work down for publication.
[ x ] person you wish you could see right now: JOSIAH. >:O
[ x ] next to you: My art book.
[ x ] something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month: College, admittedly. Seeing Eddie Izzard. Going to California and Mexico. Meeting Lael. So on.
[ x ] something that you are deathly afraid of: Nothing deathly... Just a few things that I'm scared of on some lighter levels.
[ x ] do you like candles: My wall can testify to that. <.< *scrapes uselessly at wax*
[ x ] do you like hot wax: Yes.
[ x ] do you like incense: Nag champtha only. But I'm sure everyone says that.
[ x ] do you like the taste of blood: Yes.
[ x ] do you believe in love: If you're asking if I think it exists, then yes.
[ x ] do you believe in soul mates: To believe in soul mates, one would have to believe in souls.
[ x ] do you believe in love at first sight: Dear gods, no.
[ x ] do you believe in heaven: No.
[ x ] do you believe in forgiveness: Yes. Do I practice it? Rarely.
[ x ] do you believe in god: No.
[ x ] what do you want done with your body when you die: I will never die. Should the event come around, I want to be made into fireworks (Josiah knows the kind) and shot into the night sky on a Friday the 13th.
[ x ] who is your worst enemy: All of my enemies are dead.
[ x ] if you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be: Kittah.
[ x ] what is the latest you've ever stayed up: I've stayed up for 50 hours at least. Never really kept track. Sleep comes when it does.
[ x ] ever been to belgium: No. But I'd like to, sure.
[ x ] can you eat with
[ x ] what's your favorite coin: I don't know, I haven't seen enough to say, really.
[ x ] what are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to: Boston, Rome, Athens, Nice, Josiah's Pants.
[ x ] anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time: Aya.
[ x ] what's one thing that you wish could happen tomorrow: Snugglies. AND IT WILL HAPPEN OR I WILL KILL YOU ALL.
8.27.2003
I return to you all with wonderful, fucking fabulous news.
Misdirection is complete.
Yes, you heard me right. It turned out being 9 pages long; the longest story I've written yet. It's not available for viewing to the general public until those that made me swear upon my soul that I would show it to them have seen it, but rest assured, I will have it on the main site and ready for reading as soon as the majority of them have finished it.
Now, more good news.
I have my schedule for college. It is official: I am a god damn full-time college student. My schedule, as follows:
Phil 103 - Ancient Philosophy - Daily from 12pm - 1pm
Phil 120 - Intro to Logic - M W Th from 1:30pm - 3pm
Engl 110 - College Writing - M T Th from 3:30pm - 5pm
I've found, bought and read Zamyatin's We. I've made progress on theories. I've indulged myself with peaches juicier than I've ever had the pleasure of slurping. (I adore the food down here.) And I've spent the last most wonderful days with Josiah.
Life couldn't be better.
Misdirection is complete.
Yes, you heard me right. It turned out being 9 pages long; the longest story I've written yet. It's not available for viewing to the general public until those that made me swear upon my soul that I would show it to them have seen it, but rest assured, I will have it on the main site and ready for reading as soon as the majority of them have finished it.
Now, more good news.
I have my schedule for college. It is official: I am a god damn full-time college student. My schedule, as follows:
Phil 103 - Ancient Philosophy - Daily from 12pm - 1pm
Phil 120 - Intro to Logic - M W Th from 1:30pm - 3pm
Engl 110 - College Writing - M T Th from 3:30pm - 5pm
I've found, bought and read Zamyatin's We. I've made progress on theories. I've indulged myself with peaches juicier than I've ever had the pleasure of slurping. (I adore the food down here.) And I've spent the last most wonderful days with Josiah.
Life couldn't be better.
8.24.2003
.hack sucks, brought to you by Chris.
Sawa: I also got special edition Metropolis. Which was absolutely amazing. Osamu Tezuka, were he still alive, would be fathering my babies right about now. Along with Chiaki Konaka and Yoshitoshi ABe.
Kristoff: YES. I also have Metropolis. And it is good.
Sawa: So very good.
Kristoff: I know people that say Metropolis is bad.
Sawa: They probably liked Ninja Ressurection. *shudders*
Kristoff: ...ewww
Sawa: I know someone that did. That said "It wasn't bad at all, I liked it." I just turned and walked away. That kind of utter stupidity like a cosmic vacuum would've sucked me right into oblivion. Which was exactly what his head was filled with, coincidentally.
Kristoff: You would be forced to, really. I have a beef with Gundam, myself.
Sawa: Why Gundam? Any series in particular?
Kristoff: Because I saw Gundam Wing.
Sawa: LOL..
Kristoff: It was so horrible that... I lack words to describe it.
Sawa: There were a lot of things wrong with it. Namely the fact that they were targetting girls to try and draw them in.
Kristoff: I, Kristoff, do not possess angry commentary strong enough to describe my hatred of Gundam Wing.
Sawa: Turn A, the series after that one, was better. And Gundam Seed looks promising. The yaoi doujinshi does, anyway. >.>
Kristoff: Of course. I couldn't bring myself to watch any of that, because of my bad experience with Gundam Wing. So therefore, Gundam will always remain a nemesis of mine. You know what anime I tire of hearing about?
Sawa: Hmm?
Kristoff: .hack. Ohhhhh how I hate .hack.
Sawa: You and Josiah both, it seems. I'm indifferent, I've only seen four episodes and tired of it.
Kristoff: And so many people seem to think that I, working at a game store and having anime in my possession, must therefore automatically in all forms of existence love .hack. It is, evidently, impossible for me to, as I do, loathe it. That would explain why idiots come up and talk to me about it. I tell them that I hate .hack, and that if they want to talk about .hack, to not talk to me about it.
Sawa: They're probably the same sort of people that call themselves otaku as if it were true, let alone a compliment.
Kristoff: then they try to challenge my position on .hack and tell me why it's brilliant and I tell them exactly why I think it's terrible. It's the most retarded, disjointed anti-storyline I've ever seen. Especially since I've played the game, and the game sucks too. And they tell me, without any reasoning or logic, that I'm wrong and that therefore I am not a fan of anime. Because ALL FANS OF ANIME must, according to these people, love .hack. These people are therefore, in conclusion, lucky I'm not armed.
Sawa: I also got special edition Metropolis. Which was absolutely amazing. Osamu Tezuka, were he still alive, would be fathering my babies right about now. Along with Chiaki Konaka and Yoshitoshi ABe.
Kristoff: YES. I also have Metropolis. And it is good.
Sawa: So very good.
Kristoff: I know people that say Metropolis is bad.
Sawa: They probably liked Ninja Ressurection. *shudders*
Kristoff: ...ewww
Sawa: I know someone that did. That said "It wasn't bad at all, I liked it." I just turned and walked away. That kind of utter stupidity like a cosmic vacuum would've sucked me right into oblivion. Which was exactly what his head was filled with, coincidentally.
Kristoff: You would be forced to, really. I have a beef with Gundam, myself.
Sawa: Why Gundam? Any series in particular?
Kristoff: Because I saw Gundam Wing.
Sawa: LOL..
Kristoff: It was so horrible that... I lack words to describe it.
Sawa: There were a lot of things wrong with it. Namely the fact that they were targetting girls to try and draw them in.
Kristoff: I, Kristoff, do not possess angry commentary strong enough to describe my hatred of Gundam Wing.
Sawa: Turn A, the series after that one, was better. And Gundam Seed looks promising. The yaoi doujinshi does, anyway. >.>
Kristoff: Of course. I couldn't bring myself to watch any of that, because of my bad experience with Gundam Wing. So therefore, Gundam will always remain a nemesis of mine. You know what anime I tire of hearing about?
Sawa: Hmm?
Kristoff: .hack. Ohhhhh how I hate .hack.
Sawa: You and Josiah both, it seems. I'm indifferent, I've only seen four episodes and tired of it.
Kristoff: And so many people seem to think that I, working at a game store and having anime in my possession, must therefore automatically in all forms of existence love .hack. It is, evidently, impossible for me to, as I do, loathe it. That would explain why idiots come up and talk to me about it. I tell them that I hate .hack, and that if they want to talk about .hack, to not talk to me about it.
Sawa: They're probably the same sort of people that call themselves otaku as if it were true, let alone a compliment.
Kristoff: then they try to challenge my position on .hack and tell me why it's brilliant and I tell them exactly why I think it's terrible. It's the most retarded, disjointed anti-storyline I've ever seen. Especially since I've played the game, and the game sucks too. And they tell me, without any reasoning or logic, that I'm wrong and that therefore I am not a fan of anime. Because ALL FANS OF ANIME must, according to these people, love .hack. These people are therefore, in conclusion, lucky I'm not armed.
Oh, how I wish I could kill Missy, and perhaps will in a story, safely hidden, where only she would notice that she's the one being GUTTED AND DISMEMBERED.
Every single relationship. "His mother's a dear, and I love her to death. She's so good to me. She supports name of boyfriend and I being together and I'm so glad that she likes me." And this palmistry business? Three times three? Wtf? Is she parting from reality?
I find it quite true what the guy told her, however. That she can't be controlling in relationships or she'll stifle them. But she does, all the time, and doesn't notice it. It's how she lost Trenton. Afraid things will get out of control and she'll be "the victim" yet again. And that's all thanks to me.
I'm thoroughly amused.
Every single relationship. "His mother's a dear, and I love her to death. She's so good to me. She supports name of boyfriend and I being together and I'm so glad that she likes me." And this palmistry business? Three times three? Wtf? Is she parting from reality?
I find it quite true what the guy told her, however. That she can't be controlling in relationships or she'll stifle them. But she does, all the time, and doesn't notice it. It's how she lost Trenton. Afraid things will get out of control and she'll be "the victim" yet again. And that's all thanks to me.
I'm thoroughly amused.
8.23.2003
Sean: It's not then end of the world! I swear! The fact that I'm DEFENDING him, however, IS the end.
Adrienne: Yes.
Sean: So stop being so up tight about little things like this. These are your last few days. Suck, fuck, eat, and die smiling.
Adrienne: I've had no response for 50 minutes. LOL. Best Sean ever. College is really changing you.
Sean: Oh please, I've been here two days.
Adrienne: Dude, you're defending Josiah. You've changed. Omfg, it's 12 already?! I have to get up at 6:45. ._.
Sean: Defending him.....I'm not sure if that was college or that fact that he's made you...literally..ORGASMICALLY happy as of late.
Adrienne: AND I NEED TO WRITE
Sean: And ....write. Hurry.
Adrienne: It's my NOVEL though, it's not like I can finish it in the next half hour.
Sean: Then sleep now, write later.
Adrienne: I CAN'T AGH. I can't sleep when I'm like this.
Sean: Masturbate until you're tired and your stress is relieved, THEN sleep. Hop to, Fox. --Slaps your ass much like a coach does his players--
Adrienne: *giggles* You see, I would, but this idea that I have is a really good one. And funny at that.
Sean: Oh? Do tell.
Adrienne: And it's guaranteed to get published.
Sean: Nifteh. That good?
Adrienne: You see, the entire novel has pretty much turned into a **CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED**. It opens with **CENSORED CENSORED**. It's HO-LARIOUS.
Sean: If THAT'S not a strong opening, I don't know WHAT is. I told my roommate and he just looked confused.
Adrienne: Lol. You tell your roommate about me yet. ;p
Sean: Well duh!
Adrienne: Heh. Did you tell him that I'm the most fabulous writer to walk the planet?
Sean: Actually, it went more like..."She's actually the bizarro me. See, I'm tall, black, and male, and she's short, white, and female. She writes creatively, I do journalistcally, we're both smart, but I try to HELP people, as where she manipulates and breaks, I live in the Southeast corner of the country, she in the Northwest, and she's kinky as hell when it comes to sex as where I stick to what I'm good at."
I have one friend, and his name is Sean. ;_;
Adrienne: Yes.
Sean: So stop being so up tight about little things like this. These are your last few days. Suck, fuck, eat, and die smiling.
Adrienne: I've had no response for 50 minutes. LOL. Best Sean ever. College is really changing you.
Sean: Oh please, I've been here two days.
Adrienne: Dude, you're defending Josiah. You've changed. Omfg, it's 12 already?! I have to get up at 6:45. ._.
Sean: Defending him.....I'm not sure if that was college or that fact that he's made you...literally..ORGASMICALLY happy as of late.
Adrienne: AND I NEED TO WRITE
Sean: And ....write. Hurry.
Adrienne: It's my NOVEL though, it's not like I can finish it in the next half hour.
Sean: Then sleep now, write later.
Adrienne: I CAN'T AGH. I can't sleep when I'm like this.
Sean: Masturbate until you're tired and your stress is relieved, THEN sleep. Hop to, Fox. --Slaps your ass much like a coach does his players--
Adrienne: *giggles* You see, I would, but this idea that I have is a really good one. And funny at that.
Sean: Oh? Do tell.
Adrienne: And it's guaranteed to get published.
Sean: Nifteh. That good?
Adrienne: You see, the entire novel has pretty much turned into a **CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED**. It opens with **CENSORED CENSORED**. It's HO-LARIOUS.
Sean: If THAT'S not a strong opening, I don't know WHAT is. I told my roommate and he just looked confused.
Adrienne: Lol. You tell your roommate about me yet. ;p
Sean: Well duh!
Adrienne: Heh. Did you tell him that I'm the most fabulous writer to walk the planet?
Sean: Actually, it went more like..."She's actually the bizarro me. See, I'm tall, black, and male, and she's short, white, and female. She writes creatively, I do journalistcally, we're both smart, but I try to HELP people, as where she manipulates and breaks, I live in the Southeast corner of the country, she in the Northwest, and she's kinky as hell when it comes to sex as where I stick to what I'm good at."
I have one friend, and his name is Sean. ;_;
8.22.2003
"We had a reader go by Infinium Labs [the company toting Phantom] and take pictures of their 'facility' ( that's when we found out it was a strip mall in the Florida Keys ) only to find out it was a single desk in a 100 x 100ft room with two phones and no furniture. That was about 4 months ago.
I talked to the Tim Roberts guy on the phone when he returned my call ( 22 days after I left a message ) and when I asked him about all this... he HUNG UP ON ME. I asked him if he was looking for investors, he said 'We are actively recruiting investors.' I asked him if they had any consoles on hand, he said 'We have several hundred prototype models here in the office.' So then I asked him where the prototypes were made, he said 'Right here in our facility.' Then I told him I had seen his 100ft x 100ft office space conveinently located next to Missing Link Art Gallery in the strip mall ( located at 5380 Gulf of Mexico Dr. Longboat Key, Fl 34228 ) and he went NUTS!!! "WHO THE FUCK IS THIS!?!?! BLAH BLAH I'LL SUE YOU.' "
Lewl @ gaming hoax.
[slappyhaze] i was looking thru your files again, andyou have a lot of stuff i never heard of
[slappyhaze] i thought my taste was varied, but you!
Damn straight, bitch. :D
I talked to the Tim Roberts guy on the phone when he returned my call ( 22 days after I left a message ) and when I asked him about all this... he HUNG UP ON ME. I asked him if he was looking for investors, he said 'We are actively recruiting investors.' I asked him if they had any consoles on hand, he said 'We have several hundred prototype models here in the office.' So then I asked him where the prototypes were made, he said 'Right here in our facility.' Then I told him I had seen his 100ft x 100ft office space conveinently located next to Missing Link Art Gallery in the strip mall ( located at 5380 Gulf of Mexico Dr. Longboat Key, Fl 34228 ) and he went NUTS!!! "WHO THE FUCK IS THIS!?!?! BLAH BLAH I'LL SUE YOU.' "
Lewl @ gaming hoax.
[slappyhaze] i was looking thru your files again, andyou have a lot of stuff i never heard of
[slappyhaze] i thought my taste was varied, but you!
Damn straight, bitch. :D
I'm so tired, I tried to brush my teeth with Spam's face wash.
*dies*
Faraquet's Conceptual Separation of Self is quickly becoming my second favorite song. Mmm, indie bands... :D
I don't know what's going on. Not. At. All. :)
cold heart makes good
bright minds have decieved
one could make it solid
but i don't give a damn
hold on anyway
i want it all
*dies*
Faraquet's Conceptual Separation of Self is quickly becoming my second favorite song. Mmm, indie bands... :D
I don't know what's going on. Not. At. All. :)
cold heart makes good
bright minds have decieved
one could make it solid
but i don't give a damn
hold on anyway
i want it all
8.21.2003
yes i said it's fine before
i don't think so no more
i said it's fine before
i've changed my mind
i take it back
erase and rewind
Writing and rewriting and editing and splicing and crossing out and redoing AGH. I got this nice idea to help the flow, and change the ending to something that's different than the normal endings I give things between people. Not only have I lost the subject of the apex of the plotline, but I've completely changed the theme and thus cannot recover most of the sequence until I get further along in the story. Yay!
Damien's being a little psycho in this scene and won't stop maniacally laughing. November's rolling her eyes at the fact that there are well over three hundred people's LIVES in danger, the little sociopath, and Will has no idea what's going on, but is intent on "rescuing" the object of his fornical interest.
This is a very crazy setting to be writing in.
I wish Josiah were here. I need to talk to him about so many things as I go.
November Lite: So back to the part where I'm the focus of attention. :D
Sawa: Josiah. ._.
Will: Cheer up and write me making wonderful love to this stranger I met ten minutes ago.
Lexan: WHEN AM I GONNA BE IN THIS.
Sawa: I seriously need to change your name.
Lexan: ..Why? ;_;
Sawa: Cause it's not publisher-friendly. ._.
Lexan: But.. But I liek et. ;_;
Sawa: Me too. ;_;
November Lite: This is so dumb.
Damien: MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Fuuma: ...Mother of God, why did she have to be a writer..
November Lite: She could've been a fucking accountant or something.
Sawa: *shudders*
Fuuma: Think of the MONEY... @_@
Will: Shaddap. If she weren't a writer, none of us would be here.
Fuuma: I'm fine with that. :|
Damien: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Kotsu: ...You're all so weird.
i don't think so no more
i said it's fine before
i've changed my mind
i take it back
erase and rewind
Writing and rewriting and editing and splicing and crossing out and redoing AGH. I got this nice idea to help the flow, and change the ending to something that's different than the normal endings I give things between people. Not only have I lost the subject of the apex of the plotline, but I've completely changed the theme and thus cannot recover most of the sequence until I get further along in the story. Yay!
Damien's being a little psycho in this scene and won't stop maniacally laughing. November's rolling her eyes at the fact that there are well over three hundred people's LIVES in danger, the little sociopath, and Will has no idea what's going on, but is intent on "rescuing" the object of his fornical interest.
This is a very crazy setting to be writing in.
I wish Josiah were here. I need to talk to him about so many things as I go.
November Lite: So back to the part where I'm the focus of attention. :D
Sawa: Josiah. ._.
Will: Cheer up and write me making wonderful love to this stranger I met ten minutes ago.
Lexan: WHEN AM I GONNA BE IN THIS.
Sawa: I seriously need to change your name.
Lexan: ..Why? ;_;
Sawa: Cause it's not publisher-friendly. ._.
Lexan: But.. But I liek et. ;_;
Sawa: Me too. ;_;
November Lite: This is so dumb.
Damien: MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Fuuma: ...Mother of God, why did she have to be a writer..
November Lite: She could've been a fucking accountant or something.
Sawa: *shudders*
Fuuma: Think of the MONEY... @_@
Will: Shaddap. If she weren't a writer, none of us would be here.
Fuuma: I'm fine with that. :|
Damien: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Kotsu: ...You're all so weird.
"I hate shrimp. Look at a shrimp. Just fucking look at it. Seriously.
C'mon.
OH YEP, SURE DO WANT TO GOBBLE THESE FUCKERS DOWN
PLEASE SIR, HAND ME THE BUCKET OF COCKROACHES DIPPED IN BATTERY ACID FOR OUR NEXT COURSE
>:o"
Lewl. :D
Sawa: so go and talk to the people at the testing center and they'll do it
Crystal: 1 sec
Sawa: hey :D
Lael: two seconds
Sawa: AND I SUPPOSE YOU'RE GOING TO SAY THREE SECONDS?
Jhoh: Yes. As a matter of fact I am.
What I learned today: Wasps do nothing but sting everything, make nothing, smoke dope all summer long and end up crawling around on your carpet in fall. And bees are sometimes on television.
C'mon.
OH YEP, SURE DO WANT TO GOBBLE THESE FUCKERS DOWN
PLEASE SIR, HAND ME THE BUCKET OF COCKROACHES DIPPED IN BATTERY ACID FOR OUR NEXT COURSE
>:o"
Lewl. :D
Sawa: so go and talk to the people at the testing center and they'll do it
Crystal: 1 sec
Sawa: hey :D
Lael: two seconds
Sawa: AND I SUPPOSE YOU'RE GOING TO SAY THREE SECONDS?
Jhoh: Yes. As a matter of fact I am.
What I learned today: Wasps do nothing but sting everything, make nothing, smoke dope all summer long and end up crawling around on your carpet in fall. And bees are sometimes on television.
Vance: So waht's up? Going to that one person's house?
Sawa: nope. i'm at home until sundayish.
Vance: lol
Sawa: OH AND THANKS FOR TELLING DAD THAT I LEAVE FOR DAYS SO HE CAN ASK MOM ABOUT IT AND BE ALL "WHAT"
Vance: Nope, not me. Tanya.
Sawa: >:o bitches.
Vance: yea, don't feel bad twords grandma, but she told tanya waht mom told her. tell mom not to talk to lindsey.
Sawa: lol
Vance: that's what happened
Sawa: wtf, that's messed
Vance: i tried to save your ass. but true, i thought the same. so tell mom to avoid telling grandma anytang
Sawa: so mom told lindsey that i'm gone for like almost a week at times, and then lindsey tells tanya WHY?
Vance: Becuz she needed something to talk about
Sawa: lol
Vance: i so wanna meet the one person
Sawa: how about they talk about tanya's dysfunctional brain
Vance: and her lack of logic
Sawa: or the dysfunctional family. OR HOW EVERYTHING IS DYSFUNTIONAL. I hate this family so much.
Vance: I do too. wanna know something funny
Sawa: what?
Vance: she is trying way too hard to find something other than video games that i like. she doesn't understand that there is no will to do anything else.
Sawa: lol
Vance: SHE IS A RETARD LIK HER SON. UHHHHH, FUCKING DUR
Sawa: LOL
Vance: RAISED WITH A SNES MOTHER FUCKER, ITS SO SIMPLE
I love my brother so very much.
Sawa: nope. i'm at home until sundayish.
Vance: lol
Sawa: OH AND THANKS FOR TELLING DAD THAT I LEAVE FOR DAYS SO HE CAN ASK MOM ABOUT IT AND BE ALL "WHAT"
Vance: Nope, not me. Tanya.
Sawa: >:o bitches.
Vance: yea, don't feel bad twords grandma, but she told tanya waht mom told her. tell mom not to talk to lindsey.
Sawa: lol
Vance: that's what happened
Sawa: wtf, that's messed
Vance: i tried to save your ass. but true, i thought the same. so tell mom to avoid telling grandma anytang
Sawa: so mom told lindsey that i'm gone for like almost a week at times, and then lindsey tells tanya WHY?
Vance: Becuz she needed something to talk about
Sawa: lol
Vance: i so wanna meet the one person
Sawa: how about they talk about tanya's dysfunctional brain
Vance: and her lack of logic
Sawa: or the dysfunctional family. OR HOW EVERYTHING IS DYSFUNTIONAL. I hate this family so much.
Vance: I do too. wanna know something funny
Sawa: what?
Vance: she is trying way too hard to find something other than video games that i like. she doesn't understand that there is no will to do anything else.
Sawa: lol
Vance: SHE IS A RETARD LIK HER SON. UHHHHH, FUCKING DUR
Sawa: LOL
Vance: RAISED WITH A SNES MOTHER FUCKER, ITS SO SIMPLE
I love my brother so very much.
8.20.2003
Death List 2003 :D
Writing is going well. I made myself TWO kickass sammiches. The childrens are gone. I will be home alone on Friday. I have teh parties to fuel my writing on Saturday. I will see Josiah on Sunday. I will have my license on Saturday. Everything is very yay all of a sudden, and I think it has something to do with it being both the evening and the fact that I'm penning someone's doom while I type. :D
Will: Oh, Christ.
November Lite: She toned me down. If I were my old self, I'd be mad about this.
Will: November... Lite?
Sawa: Thank me later. :D Or not once you see what happens to you. D:
Will: ;_;
Fuuma: Caps on your pens are still open, dear.
Sawa: :x Oops.
Cy: FUCK YOU ALL. *door slams*
Sawa: Lewl. SUCKS TO YOUR ASSMAR, CY. I'll never finish his story. I'm picking it apart like a corpse and feeding little pieces to other stories.
Kotsu: That's really sick.
Sawa: *pokes Kotsu in the side* Damn straight.
Kotsu: Where's Sean going?
Sawa: College. ._.
Kotsu: Oh.
Sawa: He'll be around, I promise. Just not as much.
Kotsu: *stretches* I'm glad to be up and around again. The marble floors get really hard after awhile.
Sawa: Yey. :3
Lexan: I GET TO SEE WILL SOON YAY!
Damien: *yawns* Yeah, whatever, let's get this over with so I can go.
Lexan: Dick.
Damien: Okay, who told him what happens?
November Lite: >.>
Damien: Tch.
Will: I wanna know tooooooo. ;_;
Sawa: *skitters back to writing* XD
Writing is going well. I made myself TWO kickass sammiches. The childrens are gone. I will be home alone on Friday. I have teh parties to fuel my writing on Saturday. I will see Josiah on Sunday. I will have my license on Saturday. Everything is very yay all of a sudden, and I think it has something to do with it being both the evening and the fact that I'm penning someone's doom while I type. :D
Will: Oh, Christ.
November Lite: She toned me down. If I were my old self, I'd be mad about this.
Will: November... Lite?
Sawa: Thank me later. :D Or not once you see what happens to you. D:
Will: ;_;
Fuuma: Caps on your pens are still open, dear.
Sawa: :x Oops.
Cy: FUCK YOU ALL. *door slams*
Sawa: Lewl. SUCKS TO YOUR ASSMAR, CY. I'll never finish his story. I'm picking it apart like a corpse and feeding little pieces to other stories.
Kotsu: That's really sick.
Sawa: *pokes Kotsu in the side* Damn straight.
Kotsu: Where's Sean going?
Sawa: College. ._.
Kotsu: Oh.
Sawa: He'll be around, I promise. Just not as much.
Kotsu: *stretches* I'm glad to be up and around again. The marble floors get really hard after awhile.
Sawa: Yey. :3
Lexan: I GET TO SEE WILL SOON YAY!
Damien: *yawns* Yeah, whatever, let's get this over with so I can go.
Lexan: Dick.
Damien: Okay, who told him what happens?
November Lite: >.>
Damien: Tch.
Will: I wanna know tooooooo. ;_;
Sawa: *skitters back to writing* XD
Things wrong:
+ Josiah's upset. (It's my fault, trust me.)
+ Because he's upset, and I'm upset, and childish, and a number of other things, we're not talking or something.
+ Because of THIS, I cannot write. Or draw. Even though I have everything I would need to do so physically, I do not have him. Therefore everything stops.
+ There is nothing to do in this town but draw and write.
+ I cannot see Josiah because my parents don't know that he's here. Even though I REALLY NEED TO.
+ My siblings are fucked up in the head and consequently fight constantly. The eldest one takes the position of mother hen when this happens.
+ I have interviews tomorrow.
+ I still don't have my certificate to go take my driver's test with.
+ Our well is about to go dry.
+ My biological father is paying for all of my brother's college expenses. I get nothing because he doesn't like me. (Straight from the bastard's mouth, mind you.)
+ AJ went home. My brother is never here.
+ They put the digital camera in the safe.
+ Sean is moving/going off to college and I will hardly ever speak to him again.
Things right:
+ I have candy from Uwajimaya.
+ Josiah loves me.
+ I have the best playlist ever.
+ We have stuff to make sammiches with.
+ They bought me rice milk.
+ My pens haven't dried out despite my leaving them open all the time.
Kill me.
Yay!
+ Because he's upset, and I'm upset, and childish, and a number of other things, we're not talking or something.
+ Because of THIS, I cannot write. Or draw. Even though I have everything I would need to do so physically, I do not have him. Therefore everything stops.
+ There is nothing to do in this town but draw and write.
+ I cannot see Josiah because my parents don't know that he's here. Even though I REALLY NEED TO.
+ I have interviews tomorrow.
+ I still don't have my certificate to go take my driver's test with.
+ Our well is about to go dry.
+ My biological father is paying for all of my brother's college expenses. I get nothing because he doesn't like me. (Straight from the bastard's mouth, mind you.)
+ AJ went home. My brother is never here.
+ They put the digital camera in the safe.
+ Sean is moving/going off to college and I will hardly ever speak to him again.
Things right:
+ I have candy from Uwajimaya.
+ Josiah loves me.
+ I have the best playlist ever.
+ We have stuff to make sammiches with.
+ They bought me rice milk.
+ My pens haven't dried out despite my leaving them open all the time.
Yay!
8.19.2003
Lol Modest Mouse in the condom store. Best ever.
Mother: *yawn* what a boring day!
Sawa: NO KIDDING AGH. kill the children plz and GET ME OUT OF HERE :O
Mother: ru ready to head to Hot Topic, etc. this evening?
Sawa: yessah. i'm not going to apply at border's. :|
Mother: why?
Sawa: because i'd fall asleep when things get slow :D
Mother: oh - that happens in any job though
Sawa: they uh wouldn't hire me anyway. they're looking for 20-something coffee-swilling intellectuals with underdeveloped backbones.
Mother: lol
Sawa: not 16 year olds with lip piercings and opinions.
Mother: you probably have a point, that's why i hope you get on at Hot Topic. Plus you'd get the discount on the clothes and stuff you already buy
SHUT. UP. I can hear you laughing. And I haven't bought actual clothing there in over a year kthx. >:
Mornings
1. What time do you wake up on weekday mornings?: Whenever.
2. Do you sleep in on the weekends? How late?: Whenever.
3. Aside from waking up, what is the first thing you do in the morning?: Check my e-mail.
4. How long does it take to get ready for your day?: Anywhere from a minute to a few hours.
5. When possible, what is your favorite place to go for breakfast?: Any place that has hashbrowns. :3
Travel
1. What's the last place you traveled to, outside your own home state/country?: Oregon.
2. What's the most bizarre/unusual thing that's ever happened to you while traveling?: I had a photographer take a billion pictures of little unaware 9 year old me as I played on the beach in California.
3. If you could take off to anywhere, money and time being no object, where would you go?: Venice.
4. Do you prefer traveling by plane, train or car?: Trains. They're awesome, I tell you.
5. What's the next place on your list to visit?: San Diego and Mexico on September 26th 27th 28th (29th?).
My Movie
1. If your life were a movie, what would the title be?: Uoy Kcuf.
2. What songs would be on the soundtrack?: Everything on my Winamp 3 playlist.
My Last
1. When was the last time you cheated?: On my food handler's permit test. I kid you not.
2. When was the last time you stole?: Meh... I can't remember. It was a pen, I know that. I needed something to write with dammit. >:o (And not that time at La Buona Tavola, Josiah. ;D)
3. When was the last time you lied?: Yesterday, when I said I'd realized that I was drinking Josiah's coffee. >.> Heheheh..heh... ._.
4. When was the last time you broke or vandalized another's property?: Uhh... *shrugs* I do it all the time. @_@
5. When was the last time you hurt a loved one?: I do all of these so much that I can't give specific times or places. MEH.
1st Best Friend
1. Do you remember your first best friend? Who was it?: Aja Williams.
2. Are you still in touch with this person?: No.
3. Do you have a current close friend?: Not really.
4. How did you become friends with this person?: ...Lol.
5. Is there a friend from your past that you wish you were still in contact with? Why?: No and no.
Summer
1. How are you planning to spend the summer?: Getting fucked, downloading good music and working for money to spend on WHATEVER I WANT.
2. What was your first summer job?: Interning at Equus! PC/database building ahoy. Netslamming was fun though. :D
3. If you could go anywhere this summer, where would you go?: JOSIAH'S. Awiehr;oq34t;4t.
4. What was your worst vacation ever?: Florida. Egh. D:
5. What was your best vacation ever?: San Diego. ALWAYS.
Love
1. How many times have you truly been in love?: Once.
2. What was/is so great about the person you love(d) the most?: EVERYTHING.
3. What qualities should a significant other have?: They'd have to be exactly like him. :O
4. Have you ever broken someone's heart?: All the time.
5. If there was one thing you could teach people about love, what would it be?: That it's so much better and bigger than you that you certainly don't deserve it, and if you think you do, it's not love.
Myself
1. What do you most want to be remembered for?: Creating.
2. What quotation best fits your outlook on life?: Fuck quotes.
3. What single achievement are you most proud of in the past year?: PUBLISHAH. :D
4. What about the past ten years?: Meeting Josiah.
5. If you were asked to give a child a single piece of advice to guide them through life, what would you say?: If you want to do something, do it.
Brand Names
1. What brand of toothpaste do you use?: BLUE'S CLUES. :O
2. What brand of toilet paper do you prefer?: I don't care.
3. What brand(s) of shoes do you wear?: VANS FOREVER.
4. What brand of soda do you drink?: Coke, Mountain Dew, Jones. The end.
5. What brand of gum do you chew?: The stuff.. that... yeah. Kyle knows what kind I'm talking about.
More Favs
1. What drinking water do you prefer -- tap, bottle, purifier, etc.?: FIZZY.
2. What are your favorite flavor of chips?: Cheese of any sort. @_@
3. Of all the things you can cook, what dish do you like the most?: ...Ramen. >.>
4. How do you have your eggs?: Cooked. :D
5. Who was the last person who cooked you a meal? How did it turn out?: Jade made me udon a few times?.. And it was just okay, nothing special.
Songs
1. Name one song you hate to admit you like: SHADDAP JOSIAH THAT'S NOT METALLICA UR A LIE-HEAD. ;_;
2. Name two songs that always make you cry: No song always makes me cry.
3. Name three songs that turn you on: These are stupid. I'm not answering any more.
There were more, but I don't care. I'll be around from time to time over the next few days. I guess.
I DON'T HAVE MY BLACK DRAWING PENS.
WHERE ARE MY FUCKING PENS AGH.
*weeps*
Mother: *yawn* what a boring day!
Sawa: NO KIDDING AGH. kill the children plz and GET ME OUT OF HERE :O
Mother: ru ready to head to Hot Topic, etc. this evening?
Sawa: yessah. i'm not going to apply at border's. :|
Mother: why?
Sawa: because i'd fall asleep when things get slow :D
Mother: oh - that happens in any job though
Sawa: they uh wouldn't hire me anyway. they're looking for 20-something coffee-swilling intellectuals with underdeveloped backbones.
Mother: lol
Sawa: not 16 year olds with lip piercings and opinions.
Mother: you probably have a point, that's why i hope you get on at Hot Topic. Plus you'd get the discount on the clothes and stuff you already buy
SHUT. UP. I can hear you laughing. And I haven't bought actual clothing there in over a year kthx. >:
Mornings
1. What time do you wake up on weekday mornings?: Whenever.
2. Do you sleep in on the weekends? How late?: Whenever.
3. Aside from waking up, what is the first thing you do in the morning?: Check my e-mail.
4. How long does it take to get ready for your day?: Anywhere from a minute to a few hours.
5. When possible, what is your favorite place to go for breakfast?: Any place that has hashbrowns. :3
Travel
1. What's the last place you traveled to, outside your own home state/country?: Oregon.
2. What's the most bizarre/unusual thing that's ever happened to you while traveling?: I had a photographer take a billion pictures of little unaware 9 year old me as I played on the beach in California.
3. If you could take off to anywhere, money and time being no object, where would you go?: Venice.
4. Do you prefer traveling by plane, train or car?: Trains. They're awesome, I tell you.
5. What's the next place on your list to visit?: San Diego and Mexico on September 26th 27th 28th (29th?).
My Movie
1. If your life were a movie, what would the title be?: Uoy Kcuf.
2. What songs would be on the soundtrack?: Everything on my Winamp 3 playlist.
My Last
1. When was the last time you cheated?: On my food handler's permit test. I kid you not.
2. When was the last time you stole?: Meh... I can't remember. It was a pen, I know that. I needed something to write with dammit. >:o (And not that time at La Buona Tavola, Josiah. ;D)
3. When was the last time you lied?: Yesterday, when I said I'd realized that I was drinking Josiah's coffee. >.> Heheheh..heh... ._.
4. When was the last time you broke or vandalized another's property?: Uhh... *shrugs* I do it all the time. @_@
5. When was the last time you hurt a loved one?: I do all of these so much that I can't give specific times or places. MEH.
1st Best Friend
1. Do you remember your first best friend? Who was it?: Aja Williams.
2. Are you still in touch with this person?: No.
3. Do you have a current close friend?: Not really.
4. How did you become friends with this person?: ...Lol.
5. Is there a friend from your past that you wish you were still in contact with? Why?: No and no.
Summer
1. How are you planning to spend the summer?: Getting fucked, downloading good music and working for money to spend on WHATEVER I WANT.
2. What was your first summer job?: Interning at Equus! PC/database building ahoy. Netslamming was fun though. :D
3. If you could go anywhere this summer, where would you go?: JOSIAH'S. Awiehr;oq34t;4t.
4. What was your worst vacation ever?: Florida. Egh. D:
5. What was your best vacation ever?: San Diego. ALWAYS.
Love
1. How many times have you truly been in love?: Once.
2. What was/is so great about the person you love(d) the most?: EVERYTHING.
3. What qualities should a significant other have?: They'd have to be exactly like him. :O
4. Have you ever broken someone's heart?: All the time.
5. If there was one thing you could teach people about love, what would it be?: That it's so much better and bigger than you that you certainly don't deserve it, and if you think you do, it's not love.
Myself
1. What do you most want to be remembered for?: Creating.
2. What quotation best fits your outlook on life?: Fuck quotes.
3. What single achievement are you most proud of in the past year?: PUBLISHAH. :D
4. What about the past ten years?: Meeting Josiah.
5. If you were asked to give a child a single piece of advice to guide them through life, what would you say?: If you want to do something, do it.
Brand Names
1. What brand of toothpaste do you use?: BLUE'S CLUES. :O
2. What brand of toilet paper do you prefer?: I don't care.
3. What brand(s) of shoes do you wear?: VANS FOREVER.
4. What brand of soda do you drink?: Coke, Mountain Dew, Jones. The end.
5. What brand of gum do you chew?: The stuff.. that... yeah. Kyle knows what kind I'm talking about.
More Favs
1. What drinking water do you prefer -- tap, bottle, purifier, etc.?: FIZZY.
2. What are your favorite flavor of chips?: Cheese of any sort. @_@
3. Of all the things you can cook, what dish do you like the most?: ...Ramen. >.>
4. How do you have your eggs?: Cooked. :D
5. Who was the last person who cooked you a meal? How did it turn out?: Jade made me udon a few times?.. And it was just okay, nothing special.
Songs
1. Name one song you hate to admit you like: SHADDAP JOSIAH THAT'S NOT METALLICA UR A LIE-HEAD. ;_;
2. Name two songs that always make you cry: No song always makes me cry.
3. Name three songs that turn you on: These are stupid. I'm not answering any more.
There were more, but I don't care. I'll be around from time to time over the next few days. I guess.
I DON'T HAVE MY BLACK DRAWING PENS.
WHERE ARE MY FUCKING PENS AGH.
*weeps*
8.18.2003
8.17.2003
Theme of the day? Coke. Which kind? You'll see.
This is my second Coke and my 37th day of raising fish for sushi. This is my nth song and my first sentence on page five of my new book that Josiah paid 2/3rds of because my sisters stole money from me I think? Or maybe it's in my backpack/at home.
yeah all i really want is girls
This is my fourth time drawing a blank as to what to do with the cheap grainy watercolors next. That's the second time I've typed "never" instead of some other correct word that starts with ne. This is my third time getting married online.
You have just entered room "MARRIAGE CHAT OF MARRIAGE."
Vic has entered the room.
Lynxtor: now to wait for vic
Sphyx: XD
Lynxtor: ah yes
Vic: LYNXTOR MY MAN
Sphyx: first off, thank you vic for doing this for us ;_;
Vic: DO YOU TAKE THIS MAN TO BE YOUR AWFULLY WEDDED WIFE?!
Sphyx: lewl
Vic: ANSWER THE QUESTION plz
Sphyx: it makes no damn sense. i'm the wife, he's the husband.
Vic: I ASKED HIM IF HE'LL MARRY YOU AND ALL HE HAS GIVEN ME IS SILENCE
Sphyx: I'M NOT A MAN
Vic: IS THISA HAET SITE TRUE LOVE?!
Sphyx: YSE. isn't it lynxtor ;_;
Vic: THEN WHY IS HE NOT RESPONDING?
Lynxtor: yse. oh ok. oh fuck. i thought you were asking sphyx.
Vic: AND SPHYX, DO YOU HAVE YOU A JELLY DONUT?
Sphyx: YES INDEED
Vic: any donut will do really. k. THEN BY THE POWER INVESTED IN ME BY THE STATE OF AFFAIRS, I NOW PRONOUNCE YOU MAN AND WIFE. YOU MAY KISS THE BRIDE.
Lynxtor: hawt.
Vic: and also cyber
Lynxtor: KISS
Vic: :-*
Sphyx: MWAH. lewl. best wedding evar
Thank you, Freud, for the dreams and the screams and the slips of our tongues and fingers and feet. Thank you, London, for being so seductive to a certain 19-year-old 6-foot red-head with the greenest eyes, and extracting a fund-raising bon voyage party from her parents this next Saturday so that I might socialize and have a little fun and watch money thrown faster than Freud over there could spend it on coke, and not the kind that I'm drinking, mind you. Thank you, parents of Rawee, for giving birth to your son so long ago, so that he may grow up slightly overweight and analytical and addicted to coke (there's that word again), and work in marketing someday for the same company my mother does, and have a birthday party the exact night of our dear aspiring model's party, so that I might not only have fun from 2 to 6pm on Saturday, but also go straight from THAT party to Rawee's party from 7pm to whenever we run out of alcohol (or COKE, if you will, and nevermind which one I'm talking about).
Thank you to all three of you for fueling my burn to draw and write.
This is my second Coke and my 37th day of raising fish for sushi. This is my nth song and my first sentence on page five of my new book that Josiah paid 2/3rds of because my sisters stole money from me I think? Or maybe it's in my backpack/at home.
yeah all i really want is girls
This is my fourth time drawing a blank as to what to do with the cheap grainy watercolors next. That's the second time I've typed "never" instead of some other correct word that starts with ne. This is my third time getting married online.
You have just entered room "MARRIAGE CHAT OF MARRIAGE."
Vic has entered the room.
Lynxtor: now to wait for vic
Sphyx: XD
Lynxtor: ah yes
Vic: LYNXTOR MY MAN
Sphyx: first off, thank you vic for doing this for us ;_;
Vic: DO YOU TAKE THIS MAN TO BE YOUR AWFULLY WEDDED WIFE?!
Sphyx: lewl
Vic: ANSWER THE QUESTION plz
Sphyx: it makes no damn sense. i'm the wife, he's the husband.
Vic: I ASKED HIM IF HE'LL MARRY YOU AND ALL HE HAS GIVEN ME IS SILENCE
Sphyx: I'M NOT A MAN
Vic: IS THIS
Sphyx: YSE. isn't it lynxtor ;_;
Vic: THEN WHY IS HE NOT RESPONDING?
Lynxtor: yse. oh ok. oh fuck. i thought you were asking sphyx.
Vic: AND SPHYX, DO YOU HAVE YOU A JELLY DONUT?
Sphyx: YES INDEED
Vic: any donut will do really. k. THEN BY THE POWER INVESTED IN ME BY THE STATE OF AFFAIRS, I NOW PRONOUNCE YOU MAN AND WIFE. YOU MAY KISS THE BRIDE.
Lynxtor: hawt.
Vic: and also cyber
Lynxtor: KISS
Vic: :-*
Sphyx: MWAH. lewl. best wedding evar
Thank you, Freud, for the dreams and the screams and the slips of our tongues and fingers and feet. Thank you, London, for being so seductive to a certain 19-year-old 6-foot red-head with the greenest eyes, and extracting a fund-raising bon voyage party from her parents this next Saturday so that I might socialize and have a little fun and watch money thrown faster than Freud over there could spend it on coke, and not the kind that I'm drinking, mind you. Thank you, parents of Rawee, for giving birth to your son so long ago, so that he may grow up slightly overweight and analytical and addicted to coke (there's that word again), and work in marketing someday for the same company my mother does, and have a birthday party the exact night of our dear aspiring model's party, so that I might not only have fun from 2 to 6pm on Saturday, but also go straight from THAT party to Rawee's party from 7pm to whenever we run out of alcohol (or COKE, if you will, and nevermind which one I'm talking about).
Thank you to all three of you for fueling my burn to draw and write.
8.16.2003
Mm, insomnia. He doesn't want me touching him, so I'm here/on my cell phone. Speaking of which, if I'm on AIM on my cell, plz don't send me a lot of long messages RYAN AHEM. Kthx.
my turtleneck cover me
How to worship a god that's, in all the wrong places, a mystery to you. How to stay the fuck out of his way when you're in it. How to get him to find what makes him happy. Besides yourself, of course?
My heel's bleeding. Hm.
Dinner last night tasted weird. Coke is good yse.
In~co~he~rent~.
Fwee.
It's 8:08am. Oi.
Wanna cuddle. He wants to sleep. Whatevar.
._.
don't let anybody see
*Secret Ninja Sawa skitters silently around apartment*
my turtleneck cover me
How to worship a god that's, in all the wrong places, a mystery to you. How to stay the fuck out of his way when you're in it. How to get him to find what makes him happy. Besides yourself, of course?
My heel's bleeding. Hm.
Dinner last night tasted weird. Coke is good yse.
In~co~he~rent~.
Fwee.
It's 8:08am. Oi.
Wanna cuddle. He wants to sleep. Whatevar.
._.
don't let anybody see
*Secret Ninja Sawa skitters silently around apartment*
8.15.2003
Vic: BONJOUR
Sawa: OHAYOU GOZAIMASU. oh wait, it's like 6.
Vic: ARIGATO :O D:
Sawa: so KONBAN WA :O
Vic: KONBAN WA! SEKUSHI NEKO WAII! DESU!!!
Sawa: OMAE GA TAKAI DECHU NA NYO DA KYA NA!
Vic: lol what
Sawa: kind of like "you're expensive lol omg yah w;o4eirqo2;3htr."
Vic: oh I wasnt aware I was expensive :[
Sawa: YOU'RE EXPENSIVE BECAUSE YOU'RE RARE :O
Vic: :O
Sawa: VIC! I CHOOSE YOU!
Vic: ARIGATOU SAWA SAN n_n
Sawa: /pokémon
Vic: VIC! VICACHU!
Sawa: XD
Vic: =n_n=
Jules: You have the greatest ideas. I love you.
Sawa: XD
Jules: x.x
Sawa: You're welcome.
Jules: That thing about re-building the forum? WORKED. x_x You freakin genius.
Sawa: It's my job to solve problems like this. :D
Jules: DAMN You. ;_; You rock too much.
my turtleneck cover me
don't let anybody see
everything i've come to be
since she had her way with me
turtleneck cover me
don't let any body see
from the shadows in the streets
hidden eyes are watching me
video cameras in the trees
documenting all they please
sometimes i wish i could rewind
video cameras in the trees
catch her when she comes and leaves
sometimes i wish i could rewind
i only wish i could rewind
Sawa: OHAYOU GOZAIMASU. oh wait, it's like 6.
Vic: ARIGATO :O D:
Sawa: so KONBAN WA :O
Vic: KONBAN WA! SEKUSHI NEKO WAII! DESU!!!
Sawa: OMAE GA TAKAI DECHU NA NYO DA KYA NA!
Vic: lol what
Sawa: kind of like "you're expensive lol omg yah w;o4eirqo2;3htr."
Vic: oh I wasnt aware I was expensive :[
Sawa: YOU'RE EXPENSIVE BECAUSE YOU'RE RARE :O
Vic: :O
Sawa: VIC! I CHOOSE YOU!
Vic: ARIGATOU SAWA SAN n_n
Sawa: /pokémon
Vic: VIC! VICACHU!
Sawa: XD
Vic: =n_n=
Jules: You have the greatest ideas. I love you.
Sawa: XD
Jules: x.x
Sawa: You're welcome.
Jules: That thing about re-building the forum? WORKED. x_x You freakin genius.
Sawa: It's my job to solve problems like this. :D
Jules: DAMN You. ;_; You rock too much.
my turtleneck cover me
don't let anybody see
everything i've come to be
since she had her way with me
turtleneck cover me
don't let any body see
from the shadows in the streets
hidden eyes are watching me
video cameras in the trees
documenting all they please
sometimes i wish i could rewind
video cameras in the trees
catch her when she comes and leaves
sometimes i wish i could rewind
i only wish i could rewind
"I believe that 70 percent of the fiction and nonfiction best-seller list is dreck, and that The Da Vinci Code, by Dan Brown, stands as a prime example." -Stephen King
Someone finally said what I've been thinking ever since I finished that watery 200-pages-too-long Intro to Obscure Ancient Theology UNIVERSITY LECTURE of a "book." Full (in select parts) of little-known information aside, for all intents and purposes, that book fails at read-worthy novelhood.
Mr. King, I thank you.
Someone finally said what I've been thinking ever since I finished that watery 200-pages-too-long Intro to Obscure Ancient Theology UNIVERSITY LECTURE of a "book." Full (in select parts) of little-known information aside, for all intents and purposes, that book fails at read-worthy novelhood.
Mr. King, I thank you.
SHAMELESS PLUG.
Omg. That woman's creations are beautiful in their urban simplicity. I LOVE the fact that she hand-makes her own paper; I wish I could do that too now that I've seen how well whatever's put on it turns out. Or maybe it's just the artist's talent. ;3 I mean, she went to Cornish. It's so very much not an easy thing to be able to go there, let alone graduate with a BA in Painting/Printmaking... And her submission of the octopus to Jones Soda was amazing. @_@ Gah.
Omg. That woman's creations are beautiful in their urban simplicity. I LOVE the fact that she hand-makes her own paper; I wish I could do that too now that I've seen how well whatever's put on it turns out. Or maybe it's just the artist's talent. ;3 I mean, she went to Cornish. It's so very much not an easy thing to be able to go there, let alone graduate with a BA in Painting/Printmaking... And her submission of the octopus to Jones Soda was amazing. @_@ Gah.
8.14.2003
I knew this was coming. This always happens. Why did I think it wouldn't happen this time. I mean I had my suspicions, but why did I cast them aside. Should've known better than to think otherwise, really.
I won't let that bother me, though, because I honestly don't care.
Kristoff: I'm going to college in Switzerland. I am now determined.
Sawa: Josiah didn't believe me when I said I was going to try to go to college in Europe. He brushed it aside as some worthless idea that I will entertain for two months before the next one comes along. What he doesn't realize is that Europe was the ultimate goal all along, and I was settling for Boston.
Kristoff: Europe is better.
Sawa: Absolutely. Even though Josiah and I wouldn't know. We've both only been to Canada.
Kristoff: I've been to Europe. A couple times. It's better than Boston.
Sawa: I know I want to live in Europe for at least five years. I want to live everywhere there.
Kristoff: I'm all about Switzerland.
Sawa: The neutral country. How easy/hard is it to study in Europe/Switzerland anyway?
Kristoff: Depends. Much like here, it depends on the university.
Sawa: You don't have to do anything extra to go?
Kristoff: meh, not really.
Sawa: Then what the fuck am I thinking going to Boston. Europe, here I come.
Kristoff: lol.. Europe, what what!
Sawa: We could possibly go to school together. That would be interesting. Honestly I don't care where I go to study as long as it's on that continent.
Kristoff: that'd be huge. switz-er-land! wooooooo!
Sawa: Hehehe, yay :D
Kristoff: One of my ultimate goals is to date a hot foreign chick
Sawa: Oooooh. Threesome with hot foreign chick. :o
Kristoff: Mmmmthreesomewithhotforeignchick... -Alters ultimate life goals- -Revised list is as follows: 1. Rule the world and force mankind to be my pathetic, beaten slaves. 2. Discover a way to become immortal, then reject it. 3. Threesome with hot foreign chick. 4. Date hot foreign chick. 5. write? yeah, I think that's it
Chris and I are going to college together in Switzerland. This is final.
I won't let that bother me, though, because I honestly don't care.
Kristoff: I'm going to college in Switzerland. I am now determined.
Sawa: Josiah didn't believe me when I said I was going to try to go to college in Europe. He brushed it aside as some worthless idea that I will entertain for two months before the next one comes along. What he doesn't realize is that Europe was the ultimate goal all along, and I was settling for Boston.
Kristoff: Europe is better.
Sawa: Absolutely. Even though Josiah and I wouldn't know. We've both only been to Canada.
Kristoff: I've been to Europe. A couple times. It's better than Boston.
Sawa: I know I want to live in Europe for at least five years. I want to live everywhere there.
Kristoff: I'm all about Switzerland.
Sawa: The neutral country. How easy/hard is it to study in Europe/Switzerland anyway?
Kristoff: Depends. Much like here, it depends on the university.
Sawa: You don't have to do anything extra to go?
Kristoff: meh, not really.
Sawa: Then what the fuck am I thinking going to Boston. Europe, here I come.
Kristoff: lol.. Europe, what what!
Sawa: We could possibly go to school together. That would be interesting. Honestly I don't care where I go to study as long as it's on that continent.
Kristoff: that'd be huge. switz-er-land! wooooooo!
Sawa: Hehehe, yay :D
Kristoff: One of my ultimate goals is to date a hot foreign chick
Sawa: Oooooh. Threesome with hot foreign chick. :o
Kristoff: Mmmmthreesomewithhotforeignchick... -Alters ultimate life goals- -Revised list is as follows: 1. Rule the world and force mankind to be my pathetic, beaten slaves. 2. Discover a way to become immortal, then reject it. 3. Threesome with hot foreign chick. 4. Date hot foreign chick. 5. write? yeah, I think that's it
Chris and I are going to college together in Switzerland. This is final.
And many kitty pictures.
Ashura: You're incredible.
Vic: is the cat named Ravage? because it should be.
AJ: Too much time. On hands. Too talented.
What a day.
8.13.2003
i’m caught up by the angel
and its heart that bleeds in blue
i want you to cut out my tongue
so i can dip it into you
Have to get up a bit early and run around town meeting with managers. Trying to secure a job so I have money for... what? Something. I've forgotten what I'm doing anymore.
New layout though. It is pretty, isn't it? Anyone who's anyone already has their resolution at 1152 x 864 or higher, so I shouldn't have to say anything.
Have been invited to a model's bon voyage party. It's sure to be a blast. Lots of writing will come from it, surely. Stay tuned, not exactly sure when it is yet, as have not received formal invitation yet.
"It's too quiet in there." I know it is, but the insides are beautiful. And we don't have to be quiet anyway. In fact, next time I suggest that we aren't. And next time, I'm buying that curious little glass globe for myself. A birthmas present.
Must do something, ANYTHING to make him happy. Am not able to see him until Saturday night, which makes me sad.
when i go forwards
you go backwards
and somewhere we will meet
and its heart that bleeds in blue
i want you to cut out my tongue
so i can dip it into you
Have to get up a bit early and run around town meeting with managers. Trying to secure a job so I have money for... what? Something. I've forgotten what I'm doing anymore.
New layout though. It is pretty, isn't it? Anyone who's anyone already has their resolution at 1152 x 864 or higher, so I shouldn't have to say anything.
Have been invited to a model's bon voyage party. It's sure to be a blast. Lots of writing will come from it, surely. Stay tuned, not exactly sure when it is yet, as have not received formal invitation yet.
"It's too quiet in there." I know it is, but the insides are beautiful. And we don't have to be quiet anyway. In fact, next time I suggest that we aren't. And next time, I'm buying that curious little glass globe for myself. A birthmas present.
Must do something, ANYTHING to make him happy. Am not able to see him until Saturday night, which makes me sad.
when i go forwards
you go backwards
and somewhere we will meet
YOUR NAME
The singular boring question: What is your name?: Sawa.
If you had been born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name have been?: Ian.
Would you name a child of yours after you?: Nope.
If you had to switch first names with a friend of yours, who would you switch with?: Aya. (Not her real name.)
What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name?: Adria, Andria, Andrienne, Adrianne. I like it when people say Adria. Sounds funny, and my name isn't spelled anywhere near that.
If you were to become famous, would you drop your last name: No.
RELIGION
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: No.
Do you think God has a gender?: Fuck God.
Do you think science counteracts religion?: That question can be taken so many ways. Who cares when all is said and done?
Do you believe in organized religion?: Gods no.
Where do you think we go when we die?: Wherever they decide to put the atoms that make up your body.
Do you feel a little funny thinking about the questions in this section?: No, I feel a little put off that anyone even thinks about stupid things like Heaven and Hell anymore.
HUMOR
How easy is it to make you laugh?: Pretty easy.
What person you know makes you laugh the most?:Josiah. Tickle monger. ;_; MISSA.
Do you laugh at jokes you know you shouldn't? Like racist ones?: Yes. All the time.
Do you tell jokes you know you shouldn't? Like racist ones?: When I hear good ones, I repeat them endlessly for the first week after.
What words instantly make you laugh or at least smile?: Lie-head. And bang bang bang. >.>
What do you think is the funniest thing you've ever said or written?: That's true like I'm straight.
MUSIC
Do you ever dance to music when nobody's watching?: When people ARE watching, even.
What is/are the worst song(s) you have ever heard?: Anything out of the 70s.
What song(s) do you wish you could understand a little better?: Teh Korean ones.
What song(s) are constantly in your head?: *laughs long and hard at Missy's answer, because her answer would be Jade's also* Mm.. Dirty Vegas - Days Go By, Poe w/ her brother - Hey Pretty, Sublime - Bad Fish, Lisa Loeb - Do You Sleep.
If you were to serenade the object of your affections, which song(s) would you use?: Nine Inch Nails - Perfect Drug.
If the object of your affections were to serenade you, what song(s) would you hope he or she used?: I have no idea, really.
MOVIES
What movie(s) do you love that nobody else seems to?: Cruel Intentions. God damn you all.
Who's your favorite Star Wars character?: Queen Amidala's body double. SO HOT.
What kind of movie do you think there should be more of?: ...Cruel Intentions. ;_;
What movie(s) do you simply not understand the appeal of?: Yellow Submarine. Wtf. Also, Cheech and Chong anything. God dammit.
FOOD
When eating, are you more concerned with taste or healthiness?: I'm concerned with whether it'll make me stop being consciously hungry or not.
What's your favorite kind of cheese?: Cheddar. OREGON SHARP. ;O
What do you think your answer to the previous question reveals about your personality?: That I enjoy in-jokes muchly.
If you knew exactly what went into Chinese food, hamburger meat, etc., would you still eat it?: Absolutely.
Do you ever feel guilty eating meat?: Not at all.
COMPUTERS
Mac or PC?: PC.
How much do you actually care about the inner workings of your computer?: More than I care about my own mother.
Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversation?: In person > IM > letter/e-mail > telephone.
Do you find you're different talking through IMs than face-to-face or on the telephone?: Yes.
Have you ever ended bid on something on eBay and regretted it later?: Nope.
THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES
Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender?: Yes. PENIS.
What do you love most about the other gender?: The shape and the taste.
What do you dislike most about the other gender?: They get angry pretty quickly.
What do you understand least about the other gender?: Nothing, really.
LOVE, SEX AND ALL THAT
Did you get a little frightened or uncomfortable seeing this as a section title?: Nope.
Do you prefer getting to know someone first before dating them or going in "blind"?: Blind as a bat.
Could you carry on a relationship with someone with the same first name as a family member?: I don't call him by his "real" first name, and it's off by a few letters. Doesn't matter all the same. He's not that name to me.
Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: What ass backwards town do YOU come from?
What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment?: Yay!
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: Meh, not really.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good-looking?: I KNOW they do.
Would you be willing to give up sex in exchange for an emotional commitment you knew would last?: Yes.
TWO TRULY RANDOM QUESTIONS
Would you like to be cloned?: No.
If you had sex with a clone, would it be incest or masturbation?: Both. Mm.
THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT QUESTIONS
When was the last time you let the people you love know you love them?: Earlier today.
What do you want the people who are reading this survey to know?: I can draw. It's amazing, really. I had no idea.
The singular boring question: What is your name?: Sawa.
If you had been born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name have been?: Ian.
Would you name a child of yours after you?: Nope.
If you had to switch first names with a friend of yours, who would you switch with?: Aya. (Not her real name.)
What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name?: Adria, Andria, Andrienne, Adrianne. I like it when people say Adria. Sounds funny, and my name isn't spelled anywhere near that.
If you were to become famous, would you drop your last name: No.
RELIGION
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: No.
Do you think God has a gender?: Fuck God.
Do you think science counteracts religion?: That question can be taken so many ways. Who cares when all is said and done?
Do you believe in organized religion?: Gods no.
Where do you think we go when we die?: Wherever they decide to put the atoms that make up your body.
Do you feel a little funny thinking about the questions in this section?: No, I feel a little put off that anyone even thinks about stupid things like Heaven and Hell anymore.
HUMOR
How easy is it to make you laugh?: Pretty easy.
What person you know makes you laugh the most?:
Do you laugh at jokes you know you shouldn't? Like racist ones?: Yes. All the time.
Do you tell jokes you know you shouldn't? Like racist ones?: When I hear good ones, I repeat them endlessly for the first week after.
What words instantly make you laugh or at least smile?: Lie-head. And bang bang bang. >.>
What do you think is the funniest thing you've ever said or written?: That's true like I'm straight.
MUSIC
Do you ever dance to music when nobody's watching?: When people ARE watching, even.
What is/are the worst song(s) you have ever heard?: Anything out of the 70s.
What song(s) do you wish you could understand a little better?: Teh Korean ones.
What song(s) are constantly in your head?: *laughs long and hard at Missy's answer, because her answer would be Jade's also* Mm.. Dirty Vegas - Days Go By, Poe w/ her brother - Hey Pretty, Sublime - Bad Fish, Lisa Loeb - Do You Sleep.
If you were to serenade the object of your affections, which song(s) would you use?: Nine Inch Nails - Perfect Drug.
If the object of your affections were to serenade you, what song(s) would you hope he or she used?: I have no idea, really.
MOVIES
What movie(s) do you love that nobody else seems to?: Cruel Intentions. God damn you all.
Who's your favorite Star Wars character?: Queen Amidala's body double. SO HOT.
What kind of movie do you think there should be more of?: ...Cruel Intentions. ;_;
What movie(s) do you simply not understand the appeal of?: Yellow Submarine. Wtf. Also, Cheech and Chong anything. God dammit.
FOOD
When eating, are you more concerned with taste or healthiness?: I'm concerned with whether it'll make me stop being consciously hungry or not.
What's your favorite kind of cheese?: Cheddar. OREGON SHARP. ;O
What do you think your answer to the previous question reveals about your personality?: That I enjoy in-jokes muchly.
If you knew exactly what went into Chinese food, hamburger meat, etc., would you still eat it?: Absolutely.
Do you ever feel guilty eating meat?: Not at all.
COMPUTERS
Mac or PC?: PC.
How much do you actually care about the inner workings of your computer?: More than I care about my own mother.
Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversation?: In person > IM > letter/e-mail > telephone.
Do you find you're different talking through IMs than face-to-face or on the telephone?: Yes.
Have you ever ended bid on something on eBay and regretted it later?: Nope.
THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES
Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender?: Yes. PENIS.
What do you love most about the other gender?: The shape and the taste.
What do you dislike most about the other gender?: They get angry pretty quickly.
What do you understand least about the other gender?: Nothing, really.
LOVE, SEX AND ALL THAT
Did you get a little frightened or uncomfortable seeing this as a section title?: Nope.
Do you prefer getting to know someone first before dating them or going in "blind"?: Blind as a bat.
Could you carry on a relationship with someone with the same first name as a family member?: I don't call him by his "real" first name, and it's off by a few letters. Doesn't matter all the same. He's not that name to me.
Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: What ass backwards town do YOU come from?
What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment?: Yay!
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: Meh, not really.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good-looking?: I KNOW they do.
Would you be willing to give up sex in exchange for an emotional commitment you knew would last?: Yes.
TWO TRULY RANDOM QUESTIONS
Would you like to be cloned?: No.
If you had sex with a clone, would it be incest or masturbation?: Both. Mm.
THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT QUESTIONS
When was the last time you let the people you love know you love them?: Earlier today.
What do you want the people who are reading this survey to know?: I can draw. It's amazing, really. I had no idea.
8.12.2003
8.11.2003
8.10.2003
Vance: Hey Sissy
Sawa: hiya
Vance: where you at?
Sawa: "MELISSA'S"
Vance: You mean J0'z
Sawa: yes. but don't tell. plz.
Vance: Im not
Sawa: okay. yeah, i'm at his place.
Vance: I thinks its funny how mom tells us how you are at melissas becuz you want to get away from the kids when they arent here this weekend
Sawa: LOL I KNOW DX ..i was told they were leaving after i had already left anyway...
Vance: kinda made me sad
Sawa: why
Vance: You lied to her, but w/e, I do it too.
Sawa: yeah, i've been kinda like.. i don't WANT to lie, but i have to because she doesn't wany me to be happy. but i do. so.
Vance: Yeah, it's cool.
<3 My brother.
Note to self: Hpnotiq.
Note to self: GOD DAMMIT I MISSED JAMES ON AIM. ;_; Get his #. Kthx.
Sawa: hiya
Vance: where you at?
Sawa: "MELISSA'S"
Vance: You mean J0'z
Sawa: yes. but don't tell. plz.
Vance: Im not
Sawa: okay. yeah, i'm at his place.
Vance: I thinks its funny how mom tells us how you are at melissas becuz you want to get away from the kids when they arent here this weekend
Sawa: LOL I KNOW DX ..i was told they were leaving after i had already left anyway...
Vance: kinda made me sad
Sawa: why
Vance: You lied to her, but w/e, I do it too.
Sawa: yeah, i've been kinda like.. i don't WANT to lie, but i have to because she doesn't wany me to be happy. but i do. so.
Vance: Yeah, it's cool.
<3 My brother.
Note to self: Hpnotiq.
Note to self: GOD DAMMIT I MISSED JAMES ON AIM. ;_; Get his #. Kthx.
Cum and Coke, anyone?
*laughs insanely*
when you grab ahold of me
tell me that i'll never be set free
I'm in a much better mood now that I've sugared myself up, come three times in seven minutes, and drawn one of the best pictures I've ever done.
you kick my foot
under the table
i kick you back
Can't wait till Josiah gets home.
*laughs insanely*
when you grab ahold of me
tell me that i'll never be set free
I'm in a much better mood now that I've sugared myself up, come three times in seven minutes, and drawn one of the best pictures I've ever done.
you kick my foot
under the table
i kick you back
Can't wait till Josiah gets home.
tomorrow
when i wake up
*sits silently, staring at the ground*
..I have no words for you. I have barely enough for myself.
waste of breath
of space
of time
Sawa: I demand you take a trip up here to see me.
Kristoff: I am inclined to agree.
Sawa: I insist on spending copious amounts of time with you and just you.
Kristoff: Why?
Sawa: Because I want your company and I think you need a healthy dose of mine, considering your current emotional condition.
Kristoff: My emotional condition?
Sawa: The immense anger and general dark attitude. Plus, I've never actually met you. Why not, eh?
Kristoff: Ah yes...the immense, towering, destructive anger... No, indeed why not.
she was free
to waste
away
What with my own refusal to be social, I've driven myself back into a corner full of stagnant inertia. I get nothing done in the way of writing, in fact have not attempted any sort or semblance of story for quite some time. I've been drawing, you see, and not very well at that. But it doesn't fill any sort of hole, just reassures my fingers that they can't make things nearly as beautiful as my tongue. So, upset with this turn of events, but unable to quell the urge to sketch, I sit here and debate with myself which one would be more productive. Getting absolutely nothing done in return.
nanimo moshi kikoeru nara
sukoshi
*shifts slightly, turning her head up towards the painting* Oh, how I long for that moment and those orange words with their sand-filled sentiments and sunset wishes. A moment on a beach in a world that doesn't exsist but in two minds, and two minds alone.
but in this
i'm a raincloud
Need the pain of the needle again. Such an intense refocus. Red. White. But mostly black. Empty, but huge. The soft pseudo-feeling of bloodless nerves. And then the colors. And then the emptiness. Wonder what my cylinder of flesh looks like once removed...
on a string
on a string
on a string
Chris will come to me, and I will draw him, should my hands be in that sort of unrestrained mood.
Hm...
when i wake up
*sits silently, staring at the ground*
..I have no words for you. I have barely enough for myself.
waste of breath
of space
of time
Sawa: I demand you take a trip up here to see me.
Kristoff: I am inclined to agree.
Sawa: I insist on spending copious amounts of time with you and just you.
Kristoff: Why?
Sawa: Because I want your company and I think you need a healthy dose of mine, considering your current emotional condition.
Kristoff: My emotional condition?
Sawa: The immense anger and general dark attitude. Plus, I've never actually met you. Why not, eh?
Kristoff: Ah yes...the immense, towering, destructive anger... No, indeed why not.
she was free
to waste
away
What with my own refusal to be social, I've driven myself back into a corner full of stagnant inertia. I get nothing done in the way of writing, in fact have not attempted any sort or semblance of story for quite some time. I've been drawing, you see, and not very well at that. But it doesn't fill any sort of hole, just reassures my fingers that they can't make things nearly as beautiful as my tongue. So, upset with this turn of events, but unable to quell the urge to sketch, I sit here and debate with myself which one would be more productive. Getting absolutely nothing done in return.
nanimo moshi kikoeru nara
sukoshi
*shifts slightly, turning her head up towards the painting* Oh, how I long for that moment and those orange words with their sand-filled sentiments and sunset wishes. A moment on a beach in a world that doesn't exsist but in two minds, and two minds alone.
but in this
i'm a raincloud
Need the pain of the needle again. Such an intense refocus. Red. White. But mostly black. Empty, but huge. The soft pseudo-feeling of bloodless nerves. And then the colors. And then the emptiness. Wonder what my cylinder of flesh looks like once removed...
on a string
on a string
on a string
Chris will come to me, and I will draw him, should my hands be in that sort of unrestrained mood.
Hm...
8.06.2003
From: Sawa
To: myheartdisaster@hotmail.com
Subject: when you wish upon a star
Date: Wed, 6 Aug 2003 16:17:38 -0700 (PDT)
I've come to update you, little drugged up one. Josiah returned late April and moved here mid-June. He lives in Queen Anne now, and insists that he never stopped loving or needing me. We're very much insanely in love. Good luck with your pills and your strained hopes and your cold and lonely nights.
From: melissa jensen
To: Sawa
Subject: Re: when you wish upon a star
Date: Wed, 06 Aug 2003 17:22:35 -0700
fuck you. why must you insist upon pestering me so? like i care about josiah and your little life and how things are going. you get pleasure out of bothering me, i know this, and therefore be satisfied. don't belittle me so; i'm not you 'little one' and trenton's 'child' as he called me the other day. i don't need you. you don't exist.
To: myheartdisaster@hotmail.com
Subject: when you wish upon a star
Date: Wed, 6 Aug 2003 16:17:38 -0700 (PDT)
I've come to update you, little drugged up one. Josiah returned late April and moved here mid-June. He lives in Queen Anne now, and insists that he never stopped loving or needing me. We're very much insanely in love. Good luck with your pills and your strained hopes and your cold and lonely nights.
From: melissa jensen
To: Sawa
Subject: Re: when you wish upon a star
Date: Wed, 06 Aug 2003 17:22:35 -0700
fuck you. why must you insist upon pestering me so? like i care about josiah and your little life and how things are going. you get pleasure out of bothering me, i know this, and therefore be satisfied. don't belittle me so; i'm not you 'little one' and trenton's 'child' as he called me the other day. i don't need you. you don't exist.
in pitch dark i go walking in your landscape
The invisible spiral of the sky above my head, stars reeling beneath the clouds above a huge negative of the planet I've been walking in a daze inside. Dizzily land at his door and let my hands flirt their way into his pants. Giggly little girl watching debauchery play out on the screen, laughing when her chauffeur spins commentary straight out of Mystery Science Theater. Squirming on the torn sheets, twisting around and splaying her arms as she lets her hair fall over her face. Thinking about tonguing his skin, and before she knows it, her mouth has greedily broken boundaries never made in the first place. Spontaneous takes her to his bed, all shiny eyes and pink mouth, there to touch down onto the only place worth landing and fly back out again into a blue sunrise. Dear chauffeur strips her naked with a palm to the ceiling and delivers our sexually charged ex-nymphet to a room she loves inside a house she hates. One big wooden nightmare of lies sitting on a dead hill surrounded by strategically placed concrete.
And here she sits, an hour after dawn, attached at the brain to her cold box of wires. She creeps underneath the desk hesitantly and wraps abnormally dark arms around the thin frames and casing. I love him, she purrs to the metal. And maybe, if I hold you tight enough, I will feel his warmth, the same kind I before had to confabulate from the thinnest threads of knowledge before I was a whole and completed puzzle of human being. Drifting away now in an automated haze towards the blue cave her body sleeps in. Her curled form under feathers soft like the continuous voice from the speakers, smooth and bare like the way she imagines her soul to be whenever he looks at her. A last fleeting thought of their lips pressed together, and exhaustion claims her for its own.
The invisible spiral of the sky above my head, stars reeling beneath the clouds above a huge negative of the planet I've been walking in a daze inside. Dizzily land at his door and let my hands flirt their way into his pants. Giggly little girl watching debauchery play out on the screen, laughing when her chauffeur spins commentary straight out of Mystery Science Theater. Squirming on the torn sheets, twisting around and splaying her arms as she lets her hair fall over her face. Thinking about tonguing his skin, and before she knows it, her mouth has greedily broken boundaries never made in the first place. Spontaneous takes her to his bed, all shiny eyes and pink mouth, there to touch down onto the only place worth landing and fly back out again into a blue sunrise. Dear chauffeur strips her naked with a palm to the ceiling and delivers our sexually charged ex-nymphet to a room she loves inside a house she hates. One big wooden nightmare of lies sitting on a dead hill surrounded by strategically placed concrete.
And here she sits, an hour after dawn, attached at the brain to her cold box of wires. She creeps underneath the desk hesitantly and wraps abnormally dark arms around the thin frames and casing. I love him, she purrs to the metal. And maybe, if I hold you tight enough, I will feel his warmth, the same kind I before had to confabulate from the thinnest threads of knowledge before I was a whole and completed puzzle of human being. Drifting away now in an automated haze towards the blue cave her body sleeps in. Her curled form under feathers soft like the continuous voice from the speakers, smooth and bare like the way she imagines her soul to be whenever he looks at her. A last fleeting thought of their lips pressed together, and exhaustion claims her for its own.
8.05.2003
1. What time do you get up?: Anywhere from 5am to 2pm.
2. If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?: Zeno, for sure.
3. Gold or silver?: Silver, yo.
4. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?: FINDING NEMO. XD
5. Favorite TV show?: Funny. :D Invader Zim, before they cancelled it.
6. What do you have for breakfast?: Chibi Taisa.
7. Who would you hate to be stuck in a room with?: Anyone that I've left behind.
8. Can you touch your nose with your tongue?: No sir.
9. What inspires you?: Besides the obvious, visual stimulation. Today was a visual orgy. I'm so glad I got to poke my head inside those places. (Thank you, Josiah.)
10. What's your middle name?: Marie. It means bitter.
11. Beach, city, or country?: Beach. @_@
12. Favorite ice cream?: Passionfruit gelato.
13. What's on your popcorn?: A little buttah, a little salt.
14. Favorite color?: The blue of writing ink, the green of a leaf.
15. Favorite car?: 2003 Nissan Z. @_@
16. Favorite sandwich filling?: Roast beast, lettuce, cheddar cheese, mayo, mustard.
17. What characteristic do you despise?: Complacency.
18. Favorite flower?: Snapdragons. RAWR. >:D
19. If you had a big win in the lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?: I wouldn't bother telling anyone, except for those it would directly affect. I'd do what Emmet did, buy everyone little gifts. Who cares how much money I have? I'd still write my heart and soul out. I'd still be with Josiah. I'd still be me.
20. Fizzy or flat water?: San Pellegrino. *slurp*
21. What color is your bathroom?: Decidedly golden-hued.
22. How many keys on your keyring?: Three. One for my bedroom door, two for my car.
23.Where would you retire to?: No place in particular. Life is my vacation, I'll spend it everywhere.
24. Can you juggle?: Of course, and quite well too.
25. Favorite day of the week?: Any day I spend with Josiah.
26. Red or white wine?: Red.
27. What did you do for your last birthday?: Fucked Jade. Ate at Tokyo Japanese Steakhouse. Nothing particularly important.
28. Do you carry a donor card?: Nope.
we're all trying to endure
you could easily go and make
your own life somewhere
couldn't you?
Conor's voice so soft in my ears, like feathers.
Fencer: You both write rather well. Different. Well, I guess all writers have signatures.
Sawa: We're working on a story together. You can tell who wrote what at most points. He's not very good at flow and structure, but he's getting better. He's lost his inspiration and passion lately.. I strain myself to do anything I can to help him see the sides of things that he misses. I hope I've been doing a good job so far. Sometimes he misses things. I think that he lost his ache to write because he's stopped looking for the things worth writing about.
Fencer: ...Hmm.. I did practically the samething. I just dont write no more...I dont know why, that is the problem. I used to do some good RP in regards to the Star Wars world but now..its like a year writers block. most of my time went in being depressed, I fuckin hate it, but its like...fuck damn...damn. anyway. I am sure he will come back to it again.
Sawa: I want him to write, I know it burns so hot inside of him, but things are covering it up. I hoped that meeting me would brush all of it aside, but.. he's forgotten how to see things, I think. He doesn't stop to look. He just walks. Know what I mean?
Fencer: Yes. Probably he has gone inside.
---
Sawa: Ashura's passion is food, and he's deep into that. Josiah needs to find something he burns for. Something that makes or breaks him. Perhaps that's what it is, that he won't let something become such a huge part of him. He's rather fantastic at digital art, but never makes any of his own from scratch. I wonder if he had the programs whether he would finally wrap his mind around it. But this is just the result of so much brainstorming. Not sure which direction to go in yet.
---
Fencer: so you are saying he doesnt want to get into something where he couldnt really live without it?
Sawa: I think it's that, but specifically him being afraid of having nothing more to give to it. Like his artistic flow will stop and he'll be left with nothing.
Fencer: Thats some deep shit. But it is certainly possible, yes. I do that with gaming...its my escape. Like diving into a fantasy world. not my only one, but I tend to stay away with the things I like...so I dont get tired of them, lose it all..lose interest.
Sawa: Part of me is hoping that none of this is necessary and that it's just a bit of a break he's taking, as he said it was. But I'm not so sure.
Fencer: Yes, well, time tells all, so just give it some. Im sure you will get your answers.
there's so much beauty
it could make you cry
2. If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?: Zeno, for sure.
3. Gold or silver?: Silver, yo.
4. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?: FINDING NEMO. XD
5. Favorite TV show?: Funny. :D Invader Zim, before they cancelled it.
6. What do you have for breakfast?: Chibi Taisa.
7. Who would you hate to be stuck in a room with?: Anyone that I've left behind.
8. Can you touch your nose with your tongue?: No sir.
9. What inspires you?: Besides the obvious, visual stimulation. Today was a visual orgy. I'm so glad I got to poke my head inside those places. (Thank you, Josiah.)
10. What's your middle name?: Marie. It means bitter.
11. Beach, city, or country?: Beach. @_@
12. Favorite ice cream?: Passionfruit gelato.
13. What's on your popcorn?: A little buttah, a little salt.
14. Favorite color?: The blue of writing ink, the green of a leaf.
15. Favorite car?: 2003 Nissan Z. @_@
16. Favorite sandwich filling?: Roast beast, lettuce, cheddar cheese, mayo, mustard.
17. What characteristic do you despise?: Complacency.
18. Favorite flower?: Snapdragons. RAWR. >:D
19. If you had a big win in the lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?: I wouldn't bother telling anyone, except for those it would directly affect. I'd do what Emmet did, buy everyone little gifts. Who cares how much money I have? I'd still write my heart and soul out. I'd still be with Josiah. I'd still be me.
20. Fizzy or flat water?: San Pellegrino. *slurp*
21. What color is your bathroom?: Decidedly golden-hued.
22. How many keys on your keyring?: Three. One for my bedroom door, two for my car.
23.Where would you retire to?: No place in particular. Life is my vacation, I'll spend it everywhere.
24. Can you juggle?: Of course, and quite well too.
25. Favorite day of the week?: Any day I spend with Josiah.
26. Red or white wine?: Red.
27. What did you do for your last birthday?: Fucked Jade. Ate at Tokyo Japanese Steakhouse. Nothing particularly important.
28. Do you carry a donor card?: Nope.
we're all trying to endure
you could easily go and make
your own life somewhere
couldn't you?
Conor's voice so soft in my ears, like feathers.
Fencer: You both write rather well. Different. Well, I guess all writers have signatures.
Sawa: We're working on a story together. You can tell who wrote what at most points. He's not very good at flow and structure, but he's getting better. He's lost his inspiration and passion lately.. I strain myself to do anything I can to help him see the sides of things that he misses. I hope I've been doing a good job so far. Sometimes he misses things. I think that he lost his ache to write because he's stopped looking for the things worth writing about.
Fencer: ...Hmm.. I did practically the samething. I just dont write no more...I dont know why, that is the problem. I used to do some good RP in regards to the Star Wars world but now..its like a year writers block. most of my time went in being depressed, I fuckin hate it, but its like...fuck damn...damn. anyway. I am sure he will come back to it again.
Sawa: I want him to write, I know it burns so hot inside of him, but things are covering it up. I hoped that meeting me would brush all of it aside, but.. he's forgotten how to see things, I think. He doesn't stop to look. He just walks. Know what I mean?
Fencer: Yes. Probably he has gone inside.
---
Sawa: Ashura's passion is food, and he's deep into that. Josiah needs to find something he burns for. Something that makes or breaks him. Perhaps that's what it is, that he won't let something become such a huge part of him. He's rather fantastic at digital art, but never makes any of his own from scratch. I wonder if he had the programs whether he would finally wrap his mind around it. But this is just the result of so much brainstorming. Not sure which direction to go in yet.
---
Fencer: so you are saying he doesnt want to get into something where he couldnt really live without it?
Sawa: I think it's that, but specifically him being afraid of having nothing more to give to it. Like his artistic flow will stop and he'll be left with nothing.
Fencer: Thats some deep shit. But it is certainly possible, yes. I do that with gaming...its my escape. Like diving into a fantasy world. not my only one, but I tend to stay away with the things I like...so I dont get tired of them, lose it all..lose interest.
Sawa: Part of me is hoping that none of this is necessary and that it's just a bit of a break he's taking, as he said it was. But I'm not so sure.
Fencer: Yes, well, time tells all, so just give it some. Im sure you will get your answers.
there's so much beauty
it could make you cry
8.03.2003
Missa: OMG KILL ME NOW PLS
Sawa: LOL. WHY. wanna come hang with josiah and i? he's on his way to pick me up :D
Missa: hahaha, nooo <---still riding the hangover wave
Sawa: Lewl XD Crazy girl
Missa: nooo... TEQUILA IS THE DEVIL
Sawa: LOL. tell that to josiah
Missa: seriously, I only did it because Stevie was ~_~ I was trying to catch up to him
Sawa: AND THEN YOU HAD SEX :O
Missa: he was like, at 13 shots and I ended up at 9 ;_;
Sawa: AND THEN YOU HAD SEX :O
Missa: but I took like, 5 shots in a row without a chaser.. NO, I WISH.
Sawa: :O
SUCCESS!
Sawa: LOL. WHY. wanna come hang with josiah and i? he's on his way to pick me up :D
Missa: hahaha, nooo <---still riding the hangover wave
Sawa: Lewl XD Crazy girl
Missa: nooo... TEQUILA IS THE DEVIL
Sawa: LOL. tell that to josiah
Missa: seriously, I only did it because Stevie was ~_~ I was trying to catch up to him
Sawa: AND THEN YOU HAD SEX :O
Missa: he was like, at 13 shots and I ended up at 9 ;_;
Sawa: AND THEN YOU HAD SEX :O
Missa: but I took like, 5 shots in a row without a chaser.. NO, I WISH.
Sawa: :O
SUCCESS!
gokigen ikaga, romeo-sama?
My cat loves him. Holds her little kitty face in his hand and she melts.
My mother decided that it would be best to dump my college exam on me and refuses to take me to attempt and get it done anymore. Tells me I should find a friend to take me, since I can't drive myself, because she also hasn't taken me to get my driving semantics and my test done. Wtf? Her being there for my entrance exam bypasses the permission I'd need from the director. Once again, her life > my life. Lovely. I'm too drugged to react to this, though, and will probably find myself smacked in the face with something going horribly wrong.
I was talking to Fencer for the first time in almost two years. It was the first time I had to explain how happy I was to someone, and found it was beyond my words, so I merely told him what had happened, and he guessed correctly from there. I'm glad he understand now. Back then it was so hard to get him to listen, let alone anyone else.
Josiah wants to go to Wild Waves. He also wants to pick me up tomorrow at 2am.
i've got to know
i've got to know
what is this place that i have found?
Experimenting with shiromiso and miso-flavored ramen. Tastes sweeter and better. And I can slurp the leftover miso to my heart's content. Yummy.
Sawa: Guess who just e-mailed me. :D
Jules: OMGOMGOGMO. :DDDDDDDDDDD OMGOMGOMGOGGMOM! OMGOMG! REALLY1?
Sawa: yah. XD
Jules: -Gasp!- -Gasp gasp GASP!- WE CAN START1?!? OMGOGMOGMMO! XDD
Sawa: YES. XDXD
Jules: omggmo!!!!! REALLY?!?!?!!!!!!???????????????????!!?!?! PRAISE HIM!
Sawa: *laughs*
Jules: -FAINT.-
Wired kids are so cute.
My cat loves him. Holds her little kitty face in his hand and she melts.
My mother decided that it would be best to dump my college exam on me and refuses to take me to attempt and get it done anymore. Tells me I should find a friend to take me, since I can't drive myself, because she also hasn't taken me to get my driving semantics and my test done. Wtf? Her being there for my entrance exam bypasses the permission I'd need from the director. Once again, her life > my life. Lovely. I'm too drugged to react to this, though, and will probably find myself smacked in the face with something going horribly wrong.
I was talking to Fencer for the first time in almost two years. It was the first time I had to explain how happy I was to someone, and found it was beyond my words, so I merely told him what had happened, and he guessed correctly from there. I'm glad he understand now. Back then it was so hard to get him to listen, let alone anyone else.
Josiah wants to go to Wild Waves. He also wants to pick me up tomorrow at 2am.
i've got to know
i've got to know
what is this place that i have found?
Experimenting with shiromiso and miso-flavored ramen. Tastes sweeter and better. And I can slurp the leftover miso to my heart's content. Yummy.
Sawa: Guess who just e-mailed me. :D
Jules: OMGOMGOGMO. :DDDDDDDDDDD OMGOMGOMGOGGMOM! OMGOMG! REALLY1?
Sawa: yah. XD
Jules: -Gasp!- -Gasp gasp GASP!- WE CAN START1?!? OMGOGMOGMMO! XDD
Sawa: YES. XDXD
Jules: omggmo!!!!! REALLY?!?!?!!!!!!???????????????????!!?!?! PRAISE HIM!
Sawa: *laughs*
Jules: -FAINT.-
Wired kids are so cute.
8.02.2003
The quality of my posts is inversely proportionate to how much free time I have on my hands.
There is nothing to do. It makes no difference whether I am conscious for the next 48 hours. Because of this, I will be in various states of mental atrophy. If I act a little weird, it's because this is my first time without human contact in at least two months.
JESUS FUCK ME CHRIST I'M GOING TO GO INSANE.
There is nothing to do. It makes no difference whether I am conscious for the next 48 hours. Because of this, I will be in various states of mental atrophy. If I act a little weird, it's because this is my first time without human contact in at least two months.
JESUS FUCK ME CHRIST I'M GOING TO GO INSANE.
8.01.2003
Sawa: http://www.chaseyspage.cjb.net [If you click that, it's not my fault.]
Missa signed off at 2:32:11 PM.
Missa signed on at 2:37:56 PM.
Missa: ...you ass
Sawa: *giggles*
Adrienne: http://www.chaseyspage.cjb.net
Sean: Que es?
Sawa: Something. >.> CLICKAH.
Sean: ...That sucked because, well, let's see....my mom is in the room, and because my computer sucks, that little window burst closed an article I'd been working on for about an hour now. And also the webpages I was taking the research from. THANKS A FUCKING LOT.
Sawa: LMAO
Sean: You don't even think before you do these things, do you?
Sawa: Nope.
Sean: Wonderful. I'm just going to go now. Later.
Sean signed off at 2:35:10 PM.
XD
Missa signed off at 2:32:11 PM.
Missa signed on at 2:37:56 PM.
Missa: ...you ass
Sawa: *giggles*
Adrienne: http://www.chaseyspage.cjb.net
Sean: Que es?
Sawa: Something. >.> CLICKAH.
Sean: ...That sucked because, well, let's see....my mom is in the room, and because my computer sucks, that little window burst closed an article I'd been working on for about an hour now. And also the webpages I was taking the research from. THANKS A FUCKING LOT.
Sawa: LMAO
Sean: You don't even think before you do these things, do you?
Sawa: Nope.
Sean: Wonderful. I'm just going to go now. Later.
Sean signed off at 2:35:10 PM.
XD
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